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  • lazzarious 2d

    Like new wine in an old bottle
    A built engine with no throttle
    I'm a switchboard with no toggles

    ©lazzarious

  • lazzarious 2w

    Black Clouds

    All around me, things are crumbling
    I don't know what to do
    Black clouds of pain so troubling
    And no light is shining through

    I ask myself, why me, lord?
    How have I angered you?
    Too many days I've felt ignored
    These black clouds will pursue

    My luck is always self made
    I've yet more die to cast
    I live this life beneath the shade
    More black clouds have amassed

    My future's looking unclear
    I hate myself so much
    I wish they would just disappear
    ..But that wouldn't leave me much..

    ©lazzarious

  • lazzarious 2w

    Today I came close to being another echo
    Never really cared, gotta lose this fuckin ego
    Always fun to hoard, but I find it hard to let go
    Shelf life decade past, my peaks just another plateau

    ©lazzarious

  • lazzarious 2w

    Hello old friend
    We meet again
    Will you keep me awake
    And lead me to the end?
    You trick me as always
    These dastardly lies
    Making only more problems
    As my soul slowly dies
    Inhaling euphoria
    Exhaling existence
    Never getting me closer
    Never closing the distance
    Never pushing me further
    Only making resistance
    Killing all that was me
    My heart gone in an instant

    ©lazzarious

  • lazzarious 5w

    Have you ever looked around?

    Up in the sky, within the ground?

    Between the silence, and the sound?

    In hopes the missing can be found?

    ©lazzarious

  • lazzarious 7w

    The thing we should have been
    The thing we have become
    Or lack thereof, to not begin
    Hell reigning from above

    Never more, we nary went
    Into this dark abyss
    A shell of what we could have been
    Is now the thing I miss

    ©lazzarious

  • lazzarious 10w

    Flip a coin, pick a side
    Some go left, some go right
    Choose a mask, wear it tight
    Which is dark, which is light?






    Roll the dice, let it ride
    Doesn't matter, pick a side
    Be it ego, be it pride
    When facts are feelings
    And feelings lie

    ©lazzarious

  • lazzarious 10w

    Do I want what I need...?











    Do they ever happen at the same time...?

    ©lazzarious

  • lazzarious 10w

    A moment of silence

    I thought of you today
    And all the memories we had
    The times you made me happier
    On days that I was sad

    I thought of you today
    And the times you nudged me on
    You picked me up when I was down
    And when I felt withdrawn

    I thought of you today
    And I got out all your things
    The letters, clothes, and photographs
    A pair of your earrings

    I thought of you today
    And today it hurt the most
    Wondering if you're in heaven
    Or wether you're a ghost

    I thought of you today
    And I smiled ear to ear
    I heard you laugh, through a photograph
    As smiles turned to tears

    I thought of you today
    And remember what you've taught
    To love myself, my family
    And be happy with what I've got




    ©lazzarious

  • lazzarious 11w

    The rock you threw
    Hit your glass too
    When you hit mine
    You followed through

    ©lazzarious