I don't know much, But I’m smart enough to feel stupid. I know that I don't know. I know pain, I know rain, I know happiness, I know sunshine, and rainbows and I know power for I know the pen.
I know to be a writer is to be a voice to the voiceless, but that doesn’t even make sense does it why would I run to the paper if I had a voice of my own I know we’re all confused... I know the wise man is a fool who started to wonder.
I know the world is flawed and that humans were not made to fix it And smiles are deadly weapons I know tribalism is a just fancy word for group love and that’s human nature and I know federalism is an upgraded way of divide and conquer I know democracy is a sugar-coated popular demand And that what’s popular isn’t always right I know Socrates and Jesus both died for it One out of spite and one out of love I know deep down that the crucifixion was simply another form of democracy and I know that I was the only party that benefited from it: The free Barabbas i know death is the only experience a human can’t lie about I know little Forgive me for I may know wrong
but I know not having an opinion is better than validating stupidity I know brave suicidal kings I know rulers who killed colonizers I know the people that fought with love I know that the sword trumps a gun when the heart is the armor I know Elders who ruled with effective democracy before anyone did I know men who revolted injustice I know my history I know no tribes I know no race I know people
I know the devil is real I know his favorite place to hang is on my left shoulder and in the tv screen I know God exists For I know my mother I don’t know much I may know wrong
I know that the universal language of the earth is business and that money buys clothes but not warmth I know greatness demands sacrifice and love sacrifices comfort I know words are magic, a book hexes the mind I know conversations heal the world I know some break the heart
I know the constant hunger of a human is superiority and I am no different I wish to know more I don’t know much I too am scared of the unknown but I still know that not everything is explained I know not to accept that
I apologize if I offend I may have used up my free speech I hope i won’t be charged for it, 'cause as you can tell I know little forgive me, for I may know wrong.
Chapter 1 "We should definitely hangout sometimes" she said while laughing on my bad puns. I took it as a hint where she is asking me indirectly to ask her out. And without thinking twice I looked at her and in my deep voice I asked "so you do you want to meet this person in real life for more jokes or want to meet this person to talk to?" She had a look on her face, like she is going to grab my collar through video call and punch me on my face, I assumed something is wrong with my lines, so I hesitated and asked "Did I said something wrong?" To which she again gave me that look, now I was curiously seeking for answers. Now, she also got it I am dump fuck to understand her so she looked at me with a smile and said "Do we need specific reason to meet eachother, can't we meet like normal people and let's see how conversation goes which will decide we should hangout next time or not" I was happy to finally understand what she is trying to say. I looked at her and said "oh, now I got it, let's meet then, day after tomorrow at H3 cafe, we were talking about last day, where you like that dilkhush" I said that much in one go without thinking and now after saying so much I feel so weird, like I remember everything we talked I hope she doesn't feel like I have feelings for her or any such things like that. I was so concerned about small small things and even I don't know why I am so concerned about this things which are useless to it's most. She looked at my face and smiled and said, it's late now, we should sleep now. To which I looked up into her eyes like looking into her eyes as I am going to see my future in her eye and cut the call. I was not getting feeling for her but its more of like affection of having someone by your side and talking to you little more than they do normally. I saw time it was 4am and I had work to do in morning so I was trying to sleep before I was about to doze off, she sent me good night message with 3 kiss emoticons. I smiled a little and slept.