livie_star

Had a stroke May 2018. I hav complete amnesia of anything b4 the stroke. I lost not just my memories of my life but also my knowledge of the world.

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  • livie_star 2w

    Warm in your arms, a hand
    I reach. to touch your face.
    Although I know it true.
    My body doth tremble
    And my mind doth shake
    I hold thee close
    But too far away I feel
    My thoughts are of you
    All day and all night too.
    My dreams I feel.
    And when I wake
    My dreams are nothing, no
    nothing. Not compared to
    the taste of you.
    You touch my face
    and it means so much.
    Words I wish to use are lost
    in the mind they waste.
    My train of thought
    battered and bruised.
    And all that I would do
    I would do for you.
    Here you are, beside me now
    I feel. Thinking for so long, that
    we were not real.
    But here we are.
    And I write this poem
    Trying to express, how I feel
    What I feel for you.
    But these words, I write
    they are stumbled along.
    This poem does you no justice
    but with love in my heart
    I wrote what I could.
    But this is all I achieved.
    I hope it's enough, oh how I do.
    For this, this is all I have
    All I have for you.

    by LCTB

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  • livie_star 8w

    Amnesia do you know me?
    Are you there waiting to be seen,
    heard?
    Heard allowed. Like a beasts roar!
    Are you here to help me?
    Or are you a wolf's clothing?
    With pretty sparkles and shiny baubles,
    each a distraction from the mortal danger
    that I am in.....
    Remembering.

    by LCTB

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  • livie_star 9w

    I'm left to whimper as I fall from this earth
    Take me to the never land where magic happens
    Where my wish on a star is possible.
    My love is rare and not now, in such short supply
    So don't let me go. I have too much to see to stay and
    gaze at your beautiful face.
    Hold me tight and tell me everything will be alright.
    Then, then I will believe in love again

    LCTB 18.7.19
    @livie_2.0_
    @livie_star #mirakee
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  • livie_star 10w

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  • livie_star 10w

    I know now more then ever, this is where I was meant to be. And how it had to happen.


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  • livie_star 10w

    Echoes

    The moment it tore and ripped
    through time itself.
    Bending and shaping it at it's will.
    There's no escaping the echoes of time.
    They find us all in the end.
    So don't even try.

    Echoes
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  • livie_star 10w

    Feel my burn inside you as I face you with these pretty eyes.
    Know the pain you are causing my heart as you fail
    And fail and fail to meet my eyes level.

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  • livie_star 10w

    Don't talk to me!
    Hear my silence as I scream from the well within my belly.

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  • livie_star 10w

    Flip Side

    And drown, drown, drown I will go.
    Down to the blackest deepest coldest,
    part of my ocean mind.
    And bolted to the floor of the sea I shall stay.
    Because, NO! One day, this will not all feel like nothing!
    And NO! Not one day will the fight in me "come back".
    And NO! This too shall not pass!
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  • livie_star 11w

    Create this world to fit my casting
    Don't fill me with your empty thoughts
    I need to see with the eyes I now have
    To see below, I'll need that filter

    Hand me the jar with the hope dust
    Sprinkle some here and maybe there
    Sparkling bright and ever so new

    I see now what was blocked from my sight
    Before this big mess and distress
    I see now more beauty then pain
    And just now, while the daylight wanes

    I feel that magic in the air
    That honestly and truly was not there
    I promise from the soul that I do not know
    That my air tastes different then I think it did before.

    by O.Benson. 4/7/19

    (approx 1 year & 1 month since the stroke + amnesia)
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