How do I work this hard, to be this broke?Thinking about it, I start to laugh.As I realize the amount of sweat, tears and pain that I endured to make a paycheck, I cry.Once again, how do WE work this hard to be this broke?©liz_thehiddengem
Thank you,Thank you,Thank you!What for you may ask?For breaking me to this point. A point that I can let go....Thank you again for teaching me that life shouldn't always be about ones ego.Thank you for the mental abuse. I will never forget. Forgive you yes but never again!I wish you well in life. Never pain or any wrong doing. I know Karma, that is why I watch I am doing. I will survive and move on. Until then, let's just let go and try to be strong.©liz_thehiddengem
Love myself, how can I do this?Love myself, in order to find happiness. Love myself, is what I try to do.Love myself, is a process but willing to go through.It takes time to heal. I AM willing to accept this challenge.Long nights filled with tears that will be shed but at the end of the day, I will stay and PRAY!Once I reach my destination. I will smile and shine like I was meant to be. Another lose but never a defeat! Never again will I go through that chapter in my life. It was a lesson that taught me to how to fight.Fight for what is right and what I deserve and I hope that I have finally have learned. ©liz_thehiddengem
A mistake is a mistake as long as you learn from it but if you allow it happen again and again... you truly are ignorant.©liz_thehiddengem
Why do I still care?
I have become a person that can truly care, it scares me to my core because I don't know how much more. You may push me away, you may curse me out but at the end of the day, I still ask; how can I help?Why do you keep misconstruing my intentions? When I am the only one that remains, you continously keep believing that you are just "ok".Why can't you see that you are worth so much more? You are so caught up in the mistakes that you made, that you can't see no other way.No way out, is what you say but how come some choose not to stay?Stay in this miserable black hole, that sucked your happiness away. You must fight like you have never done before or choose to keep hiting replay. I truly hope you change in time before my heart declares, "that I resign".©liz_thehiddengem
Happy Birthday, son!
"As a parent it still is shocking, that we are able to put our bullshit to the side, in order to see that twinkle in our children's eye. It is not easy, as some may make it out to be but it is definitely a challenge and I choose to be on the winning team. Johnny, you are my world. Everything I do is for you, please remember that I try not to be cruel.Tough love is what I call it, even though you may not understand that right now, so let's celebrate your birthday with a smile. Another blessing that our wonderful Father up above has blessed us with. Thank you and once again, Amen! To many more birthdays, I am praying that I am able to celebrate with you. Remember, that tomorrow is brand new. Take advantage of all the opportunities that life presents itself because that is what will make you, so please do not be another book in the shelf. You are meant to shine in this world and not blend in, please grow up and be a great MAN! ©liz_thehiddengem
If you want love, you are gonna have to sacrifice. I do not know what but whatever you may feel is right.There is no right path or wrong way to go, as long as you both know which road will take you home. ©liz_thehiddengem
Why hold on?
I am starting to see more clearly.Not just reality but finding the new me. I can not lose my self to one person, who isn't willing to find their own purpose. How is that enough for me? But then again I wait and wait for an answer to then proceed.So you see. While I wait for you to decide. I am letting go and letting go and its just about that time.©liz_thehiddengem
Oh why, oh why, do you do this to me?I try to open your mind up to the possibilities.Nothing will be perfect, I will not proclaim it to be but you have to take a leap of faith.Will you try for me?But, I don't want to get hurt, you say to me. You need reassurance of the outcome.Nothing in life is certain, why do you think this is different? How dumb. When you have tried it so many times doing it your way, the results always remain the same. Until, you learn to let go of the old you and embrace the new one with me. You will never know what LOVE truly means until you take that leap.I have shown you that love can be real. Not just a sense of belonging. Not even an illusion but you always find a way to sabotage us, that's your conclusion. I ask you this, for the last time. Will you dive in without a life jacket? I will be right behind. I promise, but you must let go first and not look back because if you do, you'll be off track. I can't break you out of you what you are comfortable with, while it may break me to my core. We must decide what we will do or lose our souls in the process. ©liz_thehiddengem
Am I kind or weak?
Don't misconstrue my kindness with weakness. There is a difference between being stupid and giving you every chance before I walk away without any regrets.What do you mean?In a year from now, looking back in my life. I will have the ability to say, "I tried and gave it my all. Nothing will change at this point. Chapter closed."For you, in a year from now. You will wish you done things differently and say "I'd do anything to get her back". It will then be too late.So… is my kindness being misconstrued with weakness still?©liz_thehiddengem