lone_soul_

Don't come here searching for light and hope

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  • lone_soul_ 13w

    I didn't know all of my words
    were as empty
    as my bottle of vodka.

  • lone_soul_ 13w

    One soul
    and one heart
    is not enough to
    contain all
    of this sorrow..

  • lone_soul_ 13w

    I don't know
    how to leave behind
    all of these lingering feelings
    that still dwell
    from within..

  • lone_soul_ 13w

    Perhaps I am
    just a window
    for everyone to see through,
    to lift me up for their own vanity
    only to put me down when
    the world grows dark...

  • lone_soul_ 13w

    I ask you if you are okay
    I can see the pain
    You hide in your eyes
    But all you say is "I'm fine"
    But the truth is
    I know you are not fine
    Why can't you tell me
    What is wrong
    I can't stand watching you hurt
    And feeling helpless because
    I can't fucking help you
    And stop trying to push me away
    I want to be able to help you
    But if you keep pushing
    Then I can't help you
    So let's try this again
    Are you okay?

  • lone_soul_ 13w

    Does it really matter ...?!

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    I've been crying alot lately
    my eyes are tired
    and swollen
    and puffy
    and red.
    He got mad
    because I messed up again...

    no surprise there
    he got even more mad when I started to cry
    but who cares
    my mind is so fuckked up anyway
    does it really matter if anyone notices
    how lost I am?

  • lone_soul_ 13w

    Spending my mornings crying
    staring into the icy
    heart of the bottle...

  • lone_soul_ 13w

    Why do I even try
    At the end am gonna disappoint evryone anyway..

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    my life is surrounded by happy people
    I try to have good days
    I try to be happy
    but trying to be happy
    only makes me tired
    why do I even try...

  • lone_soul_ 13w

    not naming names,
    100 proof in my veins.
    I cant be the same
    when I'm drinking again

    didn't know I was nostalgic
    for self-reckless sadness
    and if I go,
    well, wouldn't that be tragic.

  • lone_soul_ 13w

    I miss you guys ����
    Idk how am gonna survive

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    When I'm finally gonna get lil peace in my life
    One of my goodfrnd is shattered and broken
    And one is leaving
    And that broke me again....