lost_forever

Dipped in sadness and built in verses. :”)

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  • lost_forever 4w

    SOS - Heart

    ...
    If love tastes like
    happy tears,
    then you should
    be December.
    But rather than
    all the merry and jingles,
    you remind me of September.

    ‘Cause with you,
    it’s a never ending fall
    with a hope that
    I sprout wings.
    But you always
    plucked my feathers
    to adorn your hat
    and hid me in your chest.

    When I bared myself to you,
    you laid your eyes
    on my naked self
    knowing it wasn’t the first
    pair of eyes to do so,
    but it was the first
    for my soul.

    And when my words
    flew and became clouds,
    you danced in the rain
    not knowing that
    the ghost of my tears
    stained your favourite shirt
    that she bought.

    Maybe if
    the ticket stubs
    that my old diary
    carried flew away,
    you’ll see how
    your heart beats for her,
    and never for me
    even for a day.
    ...

    /4866 tales of heartbreak/

    -lost forever-

  • lost_forever 6w

    The cigarette burns
    on my skin still
    whispered your name
    when I danced in the rain.

    You gifted me
    rose coloured spectacles
    to look you through,
    and silly me forgot that
    it hid your red flags.

    I used to live on your words;
    when you showed me a light
    and named it your sun,
    I revolved my life around it.

    Now these dark clouds
    are my shade
    and this storm is
    my blanket.

    ———
    @writersnetwork 🥂

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    Now these dark clouds
    are my shade
    and this storm is
    my blanket.

    /4866 tales of heartbreak/

    -lost forever-

  • lost_forever 6w

    Challenge?

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    You always wanted me
    to hide your name
    between the lines of my poetries,
    but you could never find them.

    You can if in a million years
    the invisible bruise
    from your verbal slaps
    rub off from my heart.

    /4866 tales of heartbreak/

    -lost forever-

  • lost_forever 6w

    When my raindrop
    flowing down the window
    again lost the race
    it reminded me of
    my love for you;
    flowing but failing.

    And when the last rose
    in the bouquet
    you gifted me on
    our first date wilted,
    I could still hear the joke
    you cracked about how
    it could be the funeral wreath
    when our love dies.

    Maybe I should make
    a flower crown
    from those rusted petals,
    and fashion a throne
    from their thorns,
    so even in my palace of dreams
    I won’t forget
    the tale of our love.

    /4866 tales of heartbreak/

    -lost forever-

  • lost_forever 6w

    Somedays I wake up
    listening to the dews
    whispering your name.

    These are the mornings
    that the skies stay plain,

    like your old love letters to me.

    /4866 tales of heartbreak/

    -lost forever-

  • lost_forever 6w

    I am the cloud that can never dream of being your star.

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    Have you ever looked at the sky
    and admire the clouds
    like you do to the stars?

    I’ve only seen you smiling at those
    weird shapes they make,
    and the clouds fall for your smile,
    thinking it’s from love.

    I know that smile.
    You look at me the same way
    and silly me falls hard for it

    every single time.

    /4866 tales of heartbreak/

    -lost forever-

  • lost_forever 6w

    I wonder what was
    the first thought in your mind
    when you first laid your eyes on me.

    I saw all my dead emotions
    resurrecting like my dead heart,
    and I learned that
    some heartbeats hurt more.

    When I slit my shoulders
    for the last time
    to distract myself from the pain
    carrying your love on them,
    those open gashes
    whispered to me that ugly truth
    I didn’t want to hear —

    that I’m just a temporary flame
    in your forest fire.

    /4866 tales of heartbreak/

    -lost forever-

  • lost_forever 7w

    4866.
    the number of times
    i held back my tears,
    hoping to dear god
    that it’s all a joke

    just another silly prank of yours.

    -lost forever-

  • lost_forever 7w

    Romantic?

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    Nights no more linger with your scent
    In my sheets, I look for your warmth in vain
    Faraway places spelled home more than these walls
    It was the magic in your eyes that made me smile
    New day, still missing a part of me



    - L. F.

  • lost_forever 7w

    Here I am, once again
    with a filled pen
    and a dried out heart.

    Words fail me,
    like they always do,
    ‘Cause they never seem to
    stay with me
    when I’m no more in blue.

    My heart is dried out
    as there’s no more
    ink to bleed.

    Because it was from you
    that I was lost,
    and now you found me
    and kept it from being forever.

    I saw that soulmates
    may not end up together,
    but some drugs are too addictive
    to let go forever.

    Car rides, songs,
    love letters and
    secret little rendezvous,
    and every little happiness
    you poured in my heart.

    Now even though
    my words have left me,
    I still smile,
    ‘cause your happiness fills me.

    ———
    @writersnetwork 🥂

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    I saw that soulmates
    may not end up together,
    but some drugs are too addictive
    to let go forever.

    - L. F.