A journey of million miles, With plethora of loops and labyrinths, Going forward seems like coming backwards, It is hard to hold my compass, Sometimes I forget my life's purpose, And it's hard to make that one right decision But sailing forward to show my determination;
Sailing on my voyage amidst the raging ocean, With my eyes wide open and a heart which is broken, The waves found that my soul was not free But I was riding those blazing waves, That someone will find me and free me;
My mind full of different thoughts, Each figuring out a escape plan, which still fails me, I even tried growing wings, but I still fly aimlessly, Searching for a companion, but I am still stucked This doesn't mean I'll end my quest here, I will find a way to master it, own it, And I'll show that I am worthy of it, For my life's journey starts from this quest!
Up in the sky, I see it there Beautiful and bright, floating in the air, Puffs and cotton balls Floating peacefully and never falls, Forming different shapes Sometimes it even looks like a cupcake, Pristine white, golden light sometimes dark & bright Floats over there day and night, Dancing pillows of white and grey From them, how could I take my eyes away, It looks so sweet and proud Holding itself, beyond the life's crowd, Knowing it's duties, deep down the heart Nurturing the earth, and then to depart, Teaching us to stay selfless and calm In this Realm!
We all want to give the love To someone we love the most, But at the end of the day, If our loved ones does not meet us where we are, We cannot keep asking them to do so.
If someone cannot reciprocate your love, If someone cannot give you What you truly deserve, You have to understand That aching for them to do so Before they are ready Is a form of self destruction.
Your heart is a vast and tender thing, You cannot keep trying to shrink it Into what someone else needs. You cannot keep pouring your love Into a vessel that cannot contain it.
You cannot keep pouring your love into a soul That has not opened their eyes to all that they are receiving. You cannot keep pouring your love Into a heart that is closed off. It will only leave you empty. You have to walk away, Because you can't love someone into their potential. You can't love someone into being ready. They have to do that on their own.
I reread our old conversations And cry like it was yesterday, I tell myself that the past is the past But the pain is immense, If I try to run away from it It chases me until it gets me, Horror movies or stories stopped Scaring me but this past Scares me to the core Making me cry till I die.
I am mad at myself for not having The strength to delete it, Oh, how can I delete all that It simply breaks me down to the bits, It was so good and beautiful And I am still living in the old words Those conversation is the bridge Between my living past And the dead present.
It's the past so is it still real? The words you wrote to me But now, you no longer feel it, Is that all everything got over right? Everything is a lie, isn't it? I'm asking you for the last time, From the bottom of your heart Tell me where I can drown this pain If you don't tell me, I'm sure that I will die in vain!
Hammered Her Hatred Helped Her Hopeless Heart Handled Her Hallucinations Healed Her Heartbreak Holding Her Heavy Heart He Humbled Himself He Held Her Hands Hugged Her Hard Heavenly Heart Hopping Happily!
Mom thought she has the best husband And i thought I have the best dad Till one day It didn't look like my thoughts were right His thoughts weren't right either He touched He smiled He enjoyed I flinched I cried I died For days, For months, For years, He did the same All the while I cried and cried Felt disgusted of myself more everytime Even when a friend comes and hits me on my back and says "oh my God looks like I scared the hell out of you" laughing I'd think "no you just triggered all the memories" And just give him a nervous laugh
After feeling like i can't take it anymore I told mom She shunned me She told me he is the best dad I could ever ask for She asked me how i even could tell her a lie like that That broke my heart even more Maybe my bestfriend didn't want to hear some bitter truths That day he acted innocent in front of mom and smiled at me His expression said it all
Nights when my sister would unknowingly kick me in her sleep I'd jerk out of my bed thinking its him I wrap the blanket around myself like a roll Not because I'm scared of the monster under bed But the monster in the next room
I've been pulled out of bed in the middle of nights And found myself too tired to scream Too weak While he enjoyed violating me My vulnerability gave him orgasms
Slowly I had started covering up my body completely But no matter how much I covered up His one look makes me feel like I'm completely naked Its like clothes are invisible to his eyes It took a lot of time for me to convince myself that my clothes aren't the problem His thoughts are His actions are But none of it made a difference I had to live in constant fear Feeling my death is near @__saudade__
All I've got is you And all you've got is me There's a little symmetry to that, isn't there? Lying under the night sky with you watching the moon and the stars Holding hands We're silent That we can hear each others heartbeats Wait, is that possible?
You and I Despite all our imperfections We're perfect for each other You and I We're what make each other a whole You complete me And I complete you In every way Like Yin and Yang
This is not just love or lust This is everything You and I We make our world Where we live peacefully Wait, is that possible?
We're dead We died loving each other Now that we're ghosts of two innocent souls who died loving each other, do our hearts beat? Do we breathe? Can we live peacefully? Is that possible?
The clouds which once were white Which played with breeze, Which had no strength to fight, Which moved with ease, Fluffy cute like cotton balls Hung high in the blue sky Decorating the heaven's halls Sewed by angels who never vie.
Today the same are grey Like some illness conquered their way Ready to fight some lovely war With thunder claps and lightning That love to come down so far For people it might be frightening
But it's fine, For it's a special gift That only love can define, That can connect the rift. Between Heaven and Earth, Between Lord and Life. It leaves us plenty, no dearth. It leaves us merry, no strife.
Down they descend Drop by drop Falling from the sky Like an elixir, I can't try They soothen the crop This is love I comprehend.