where she stood, when she saw...
my dear girllet me just sooth your tears did you wake up crying cuz you couldnt continue to hold it inor were they too well hiddenthat you lost touch with your truest emotions?
Watched 'Crime Scene: The Vanishing at the Cecil Hotel' on Netflix.
The allure of trying to unravel a mysteryThe thrill of chasing after a conspiracyYou, with faces obscured behind a glowing screenFingers running faster than truth can reveal Yes, it's all exciting, exhilaratingFor some, even clinging on the cliff of obsessionThis unwavering desire that feeds on itself But words can hurt more than the sharpest sword swung.And what you thought you'd done right had been done wronged.--Just because you're protected with the veil of anonymity doesnt give you the right to uphold justice on someone when you don't know the full story because, really, you couldn't comprehend what the signs actually meant. #stopcyberbullying
Struggling, head above waterDesperately searching for shoreThreading, capriciously on thin iceDesperately trying not to fallEndure is not a wordThat makes itself home in my heart anymore..©lovelotus
what ifwe never learned to ask what ifswould we then be happier?©lovelotus
Open up your mindRelease the wild fire of imagination in your headLet it run freeLet it raze the forest of inhibitionsTo ashesCross the boundaries of your dreamsMake impossibility a realityConfusion. Exhilaration.Clear as crystal -Your one and only world©lovelotus, 2007
when texting became working, even after office hrs
I remember you -Moist, cold air tinged with sulphurFeet soaking in lukewarm water,Toes dipped in toasty black sand beneath.A warm surprise on a chilly hiking day I miss you -Little creek whose name i knew notBut was an experience I'll never forget... Noboribetsu, Hokkaido (2017)