Heavy wincing soul whispers" is someone near" With whom i can talk about all my fears Knock and knock on the wall I lift myself and walk step by step with all Coz time is running they say...it stops for noone
Why are you like this time?...please feel me When i feel happy you run away from me When i cry and be mad..you seem like eternity. Hey time! Why do you judge me always I want to do things with my own speed and way.
You see you are making everyone pathetic and mad All are just pacing forwards but noone is really advancing You make me realise that i can not even cry in peace You come and say me to get up and wipe coz clock is ticking! Please be considerate and give us moments to feel ourselves..lets hail time!!
There we are again standing adjacent to each other You were facing my back so i could not see you firstly Suddenly echo of that familiar voice broke my monotony I showed like i didn't care but all was not fine from within Your each syllable reverberated twice in my head Forcing and wanting me to turn and acknowledge you
Sadly this is not the love story one yearns for everyday That someone is my rival; so here is the deepening twist! Reality was that i was the lone love dreamer For nowhere was that dream nor was the other dreamer For the rest of the days..i don't want to see him so i ignore Because when he is near my heartbeats don't listen to me!
Once I met this guy, in his twenties. Messed up, lost, struggling. I asked him that is he okay? No.... was his reply. Nothing else he could say cos his eyes were filled with tears, probably his throat choked too. I could just pity him..... Then after a year or two I happen to meet that guy once more and at the same place. This time he looked sober, there was an actual smile on his face. He recognised me and greeted me . I couldn't stop myself from asking him about the visible change in him. He looked at me and said, "Dude, I won't say that my troubles are over but you know what I have started doing things that makes me feel happy." I was highly intrigued and bit impatient. I asked him the secret behind it. He said, " once I saw a blind man struggling to cross the road, I helped him do that. He was very thankful and blessed me. I actually felt happy. Since that day I have been helping people in my own feasible ways. Helping them with money, food, helping them physically. And you know what I actually felt happier every time I did those things. And in the process I realised that the burden that I was holding in me decreased greatly. In others happiness and smiles I found mine." I absolutely understood what he said. Now we meet daily. I greet him and he obliges with a smile. Our meeting place is infront of the mirror.....