Had a bit of an anxiety attack at work today. My fault, I took too much on myself. I physically fell down for just a moment before the Lord picked me back up. My body was done, my brain was burnt, but my spirit stepped up. I readjusted the crew and everything went smoothly. However, on the walk home I collapsed. A passerby stopped to help me out. I'm checking out now, but I "wrote" this while I was napping in the hospital. Never a dull moment %D
Yup, this is a twenty-one year old poem. Wasn't dating things back then, but I wrote it the day after I graduated elementary school. We sang "Graduation" by Vitamin C. God, it makes me sick thinking about it. I mean, I do like the song, just not the falsehood it is. "As we go on we remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever." What a repulsive joke. Ugh!!
Suddenly she appears into my dreams, Veiled in mystery, Shrouded in the shadows. Who is she ? Her alluring deep eyes keep hauntig me, Her unearthly beauty captivated me instantly.
She's like the darkest night, so wondrous, Full with surprises and obscure yet. Her skin's so pale, almost transparent, Though I've never seen Such a beauteous appearance.
So I've started to unlove my daylights, And i began looking forward to my nights, For dreams are the only place Where i could see her charming face. She's like a strange, stunning flower That spreads its entchanting scent.
*because of love that won't retrieve... 16/01/21 12:10nn just finished my 8 laps, 3 pace wreck racing makes me feel better but not in competition it's just my hobby, for fun speeding checks, timers clock beats and for the track i remember this song when I saw him watching me today✌️
Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain Time starts to pass, before you know it, you're frozen, But something happened for the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground, found something true And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy, But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding, I keep bleeding love Keep bleeding, keep bleeding love You cut me open.... Trying hard not to hear, but they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears, try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that their goal is to keep me from falling, hey, oh But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness, I see your face Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy Maybe... And it's draining all of me Though they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see.
inspired by Jessie McCartney/Ryan Benjamin Tedder Song by Leona Lewis
Ishq (Arabic: عشق) /'išq/ (Noun, verb) 1. Absolute, unceasing, unending altruistic love. 2. Extremely passionate love
The word ʻIshq’ is an Arabic word (عشق) and is derived from the word ‘ashiqah’, a vine: the common belief is that when love takes its root in the heart of a lover, everything other than God is effaced.
I wish to inhale into you my love and awake your sleeping heart. If only i could reach your bottoms with my melancholic poetries, and spill out my kisses upon your dreams. Yet you still float into this stillness, And i'd give my life for just one your sigh.