mamatha_manjula

ambiguous emotions . . monotonous thoughts . . continuous chaos . .

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  • mamatha_manjula 15h

    Might be boring,
    Scroll down if you are searching for 'the point'
    Confused rant of sameness and changes.
    Ah! It's just things that persist amidst varying state of changes, often we all curse sameness, same happenings, same sayings, the same routine but we actually yearn for sameness, like
    why it has changed?
    why it couldn't be the same?
    Or it's all depended on the course of time just because it never stops ticking . .
    When it can't why things persist bringing the same pain or same smile, when everything we want is to be changed . .
    May be we will never get answer to it . .
    May be we will never stop questioning it . .
    The same home i lived my 19 n half years of life feels it's no more the home i lived, the furniture, interior, wall paint everything is same but the people? Different minds, different moments changed a lot in a span of 6 months,
    whats my point? What i m trying to say?
    Am i cursing the same ambience?
    Am i yearning for the same ambience?
    People and home both contradicting my point i wish time could have changed me. .
    Really!?
    confused? Or
    Is it just a phase? Or I don't have any work to do
    so busy in thinking all these?

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    Questions we ask aren't always
    meant to be answered.

    May be we seek questions from the clear answers



    ©mamatha_manjula

  • mamatha_manjula 1w

    At that time
    When her wings started
    To detach from her sides,
    And catch the wind under it's feathers
    With each flap,
    Change in the breeze
    Brought lil difficult to fly high
    But they concluded all her effort as
    'It's better to be caged'

    ©mamatha_manjula

  • mamatha_manjula 1w

    Evenings are like
    Stormy around home
    Blazing thunder in the saffron sky
    Howling wind dancing with
    The rhythm of clock's tick tock
    Drizzles of rain kept landing on my window sill
    And a cold zephyre filled inside my room
    Something like awaiting
    for nothing
    But the evenings are like
    Not the evenings had been . .

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    The circle of sameness is
    something like awaiting
    But for nothing

    ©mamatha_manjula

  • mamatha_manjula 2w

    Somewhere I lost my way to home
    When your hands left mine
    On the path of being found

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    Home is found at everywhere your feet wondered
    where your laughter and tears shared equally
    On the face of loved one which held warmth of care
    Home is the hearts beating in their chest calling for you
    home is where you claim it as your own to breath

    Red eyes, numb legs
    Aching lungs and sleepy soul
    With each lonely breaths
    My tired heart still beats
    To seek rhythm
    To seek home

    ©mamatha_manjula

  • mamatha_manjula 2w

    Its cruel how you have to live your whole life with someone else's wrong deed and when dawn takes it place you yearn for dusk . .

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    My louder screams get silenced in defeat
    Realizing how heavy my heart feels to beat

    ©mamatha_manjula

  • mamatha_manjula 2w

    कैद मैं मेरी अंदर से थी
    बाहर आज़ादी के इंतजार में,
    जब बाहर आने की कोशिश जारी रही
    आजादी जरूर मिल जाती थी लेकिन
    नजऱ, अकेलेपन का डर लिए खड़ी थी सामने,
    फिर भी, मैं कैद हूँ
    पर अंदर से या बाहर से सोच नहीं पाई,

    ©ममता_मंजुला

  • mamatha_manjula 2w

    my lost eyes, blank mind
    Innocence of a child hidden deep inside
    Inflated ego to mask my tattered self
    flowing unsaid words in my veins
    Memories like flowers
    Withering with time
    my hands are hanging still
    Unaware of the direction
    Where to point out
    Everywhere i look i find strangers
    Nonetheless, missing the comfort in strange
    Don't know, whom to call my people
    Family, without the word togetherness
    Seems just a group of people
    Forgive my mind
    For It has lost it's conscience
    In silence . .

    ©mamatha_manjula

  • mamatha_manjula 3w

    Behind the window bars
    helplessly watching every passer-by
    unknown emotions
    running in my veins force me to
    run away, but hopelessly
    fingers tightened
    behind the window bars . .

    Behind the window bars
    memories of unsettled happiness
    Bring an unknown hush
    tears trickled down to meet
    those fragile fingers
    clasped life in it's fist
    behind the window bars . .

    Behind the window bars
    captivating calmness around
    heavy beats with unknown rhythm
    starts to scream within
    to be heard, to be cared
    quietly, hands out for help
    behind the window bars . .
    ©mamatha_manjula

  • mamatha_manjula 6w

    Lovie,
    @rashi100108


    A homely feel spreads whenever i come across your name. Yes, my sweet angel whom i knw from the beginning of my journey here and one of the purest soul i met here. A teacher(my grammar teacher), a strong woman, a humble person whose emotions speak more than her . . You are my friend. Nah! Are u my sis? No! We never tried to give any name to our bond, that's what makes me feel different n hope in our bond. You have been my lovely lovie. . You always supported me despite of my moody fickle behaviour. . Though we never had any conversation in private still we could feel eachother and that undefinable connection is what makes our bond strong . .


    Another year comes and goes
    Like an inspirational prose
    Life moves on doing everyday flatter
    Lots of changes, ups n downs never matter

    Look where you have been
    saying goodbye to every obstacles u have seen
    even bright starts are awaited tonight
    To gift their shine and make you feel delight

    Spark of words n positive energy in you multiplies
    Flow of humble n kindness towards everyone ripples
    May this birthday be filled with all you desire
    Loads of love n happiness to the person i admire

    I wish you all fine n simple pleasures
    I wish you all life's best treasures
    I wish you many years laughter
    I wish you a happily ever after . .


    Yours,
    Mummu��

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    Happy birthday lovie✨

    Never forget this while blowing candle
    Life holds no challenge that you can't handle

  • mamatha_manjula 6w

    As the moon shines over the hills
    the castle I built to shield my broken dreams
    strives to get life,
    like water reflects in sunshine
    Where gloomy clouds are monopolized . .


    ©mamatha_manjula