I want you to know that I was,I m and will always be there for you.We both knew how back in the time all the things came to an end like we not even stopped conversing only, but also, we stopped thinking & caring about one another. I knew there were times when we both were giving each other pain and heartache only and made each other feel worst......as if I remember the wounds that I got, so you also have had been through something too. May be this is what our destiny is.May be our feelings weren't enough for our relation. But going back to all that is not an option for now as it won't bring us anything instead of a disaster and explosion. But I want you to know that I will also love and respect you for the way you turned me out in a better person, that I m now. And I always that you will live a happy and healthy life.Thank you for being a part of my journey, and someone on whom I have complete faith♥️
"WHO AM I?" This question bothers me most of the time, It irritates me every now and then, It plays well with my emotions like a toy, It rips the peace of my heart like a sword, But still everytime, Left remained as an unresolved mystery, Mystery of WHO I AM? and more importantly is it correct.
Sometimes too mature & sometimes too childish, But never felt enough in both scenarios, Sometimes want to fly high in sky like an independent bird,all alone, And sometimes want someone to listen all my crap, To be there for me and hug me tightly as if i belong to them, Sometimes the best & kindest of all, But considered as an emotional fool, Sometimes the rudest of all, But it creates the havoc inside me, I m tired, Tired of playing this see saw of life, Is this weird and imbalanced combo of multiple emotions, is me? WHO AM I? -mamrita98
And I no more wish you were here, because you were not there with me, when I need you the most,when every inch of mine was in pain just because of your absence,when the whole day and night,the only thing I want is to be with you, when every ounce of me desires for you, when I was trying to broke the heap of misunderstandings from my apologies and when you were building it day by day via arguments in order to hide your insecurities behind the heap of misunderstandings. And I no more wish you were here, because you were never there when I need just only you!