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  • mausiqii_ 15w

    @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteunite
    #unsentletters
    #diary
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    .I don't seek sympathy, I just ask to see it from my point of view.Things aren't always as they may appear... I don't deny that I hate you And you know it better you have given me nothing but enough reasons to do so. But I do miss the girl who tried to be a good daughter. I miss her, because you left without any hesitation but you took a part of her along with you, that she would never get back. And let me tell you, this isn't fair!

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    DAD.

    I hope your new daughter takes care of you and loves you in ways maybe I failed to do as your daughter.
    I hope she climbs over your back and gives you better head massages than I did. For a min did I cross your mind, would I ever know?

    I hope she decides better to which colour shirt you will wear on what particular days, does that remind you of me repeating navy blue's as I'd say that made you look cool?

    I hope she iron's your clothes for the next day and keeps your breakfast ready by your done shaving.
    Shaving! About that, Do you put a bit of shaving foam on her nose too? Does she stand beside you to make sure you don't cut yourself like I used too? Don't you ever miss that daughter? Do you?

    I hope she polishes your shoes and keeps a matching pair of socks ready by its side so that you don't have to waste time finding them. I hope she makes you your perfect ginger tea. Just in time when you need it, does she do it? For you?

    Does she call you papa the way I did? Does that voice,"calling papa" feel the same like it did with me?

    I hope she loves cooking for you and serves you with more love.I hope she cooks the same dal palak for you often with groundnuts in it, you still love it don't you? The way you would ask me to cook them with so much desperation at times, do you do all this with her too?

    I hope you still love eating hot rotis, doesn't she make them for you? I hope that even if the shape isn't proper and edges are burnt enough, you still eat them with same happiness just because you love the efforts she did take to make them for you.

    Wait, you do right? I hope atleast now you see,
    Atleast now you appreciate efforts. Atleast now your heart feels touched!

    I hope she waves you off everytime you are off to work with the prettiest smile she could ever give.. does times like this remind you of me? Do I ever strike your mind?

    I hope she finds your cigarette boxes and throws them away too the way I did.

    I hope she cares for you more than I ever could.
    I hope you found your beta in her which you failed to find in me. I hope she love you more than any of us.
    Well m sure she does, or you wouldn't have left for worse..!!
    ©Sharwari

  • mausiqii_ 15w

    @nikhil7004
    this plant is like my love for you,
    growing every day little by little
    i have put my words, warm and wet,
    and buried them into its dark soil.

    honey i want you to wait
    with hope and faith.
    for you see,
    the first brave tendril too shall find its way out.

    “Oh darling,” it says in cursive,
    reaching up towards you
    the way i reach up to you
    when i want to be held.

    Place the pot
    in indirect sunlight & water it timely,
    go about your usual activities,
    notice in a few days.

    There shall be more tendrils, like my merry words sprouting
    tremulous and certain
    “i” and “love” and “you”and “more” and “with”
    and “every” and “breath”

    Dont you feel a sense of pride?
    you have nurtured
    this love plant well so far every day,
    spent time near it!

    Oh dear you made our love plant
    photosynthesize,
    using the radiance
    of your smile.

    it will grow taller,
    adorn itself with
    more branches
    and eventually

    tender leaves such as
    “you are so precious to me”
    and “I will take care of you”
    and “your kisses are like rain”
    and “and your touch like carbon dioxide”
    bright blossoms, tiny stars, compact universe
    shall all dance on your windowsill.

    with the melody of
    my love for you.
    honey, just nurture this love plant
    and it shall grow like our love too..
    ©Sharwari ��
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    @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteunite

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    Relationships! Successful or failed, it depends; sometimes it’s better to let go and move on than it is to fight for something that only one of you truly wants. Some may be more suited for you than others, and you may think you found the perfect person for you but the ONE is a myth. I don’t believe anyone who says they found the ONE because the person you found is someone you liked best from the pool you were exposed to, and not the entire population on the planet. Obvious gross incompatibilities aside, there is no ONE perfect person for you that you need to constantly be in search of. Bottom line, every relationship, whatever the degree of compatibility of the couple, is a lot of work and can survive only with willful commitment to work on themselves and the relationship. You, your partner, and your relationship will always be works in progress. Embrace that. You can’t give someone everything all the time, nor can you expect it. You are both perpetually learning from each other and life, growing together and trying to give each other the best, also bringing out the best in the other person. The grass always seems greener on the other side, but realize the value of what is in front of you. This doesn’t mean you settle or compromise beyond your breaking point. Just learn to appreciate things for what they are rather than be deluded into a never-ending search for something better; spoiled by every iteration of ‘happily ever afters’ in the movies and books. Real life starts AFTER the fairy-tale ending in the books and the movies.”
    © Sharwari ��

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  • mausiqii_ 18w

    ...
    ...rules of romance
    It’s not that bad.
    Although,
    there is no guarantee
    of eternity or promises,
    our love is yet
    too beautiful to be true..
    #love #poetry #diary #thoughts

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  • mausiqii_ 18w

    I believe that just because someone is gone from our lives, that doesn't mean we run out of things to say to them. I believe we can find universal experience when we unite in the telling of our stories, even to those who we have never met, or may never see again.
    Though we haven't met ever, today on 1st of April, 2020 your 5th death Anniversary, I am writing a letter to you, to let you know that you will always be missed, Baba!

    In the last one year I have met three incredibly lovely people, kin of yours ; your beloved son, your amazing daughter and a beautiful wife! They welcomed me into the Chavan's family with open arms. I wish I could have met you too. I grew up with a father, but not with a father's love. Like every girl, I wished to have those special father-daughter moments, everytime when a father and a daughter's picture pops up in front of me, everytime i hear a story about a father's love for his daughter, every time i see a father supporting his daughter even when the world is against, I realise the loss life gave me. I wanted to believe a man stood strong with me and yes that's who my father is. I always craved for a father's love all my life and i guess now its going to be this ways until forever.

    I wish I had met your son years earlier so I could have met the man he holds as the standard of a good partner and father. I wish I could hear stories told from your perspective about him as a little boy, or watch the way you and mummy interact with each other. I always wonder if you would have liked me, if you would have thought I was a good fit for your son.. I know you are somewhere around. And though i haven't met you, I always wonder if you could think I can be a good wife to your son.

    Yes, one day! One day, I wish to marry the boy you and your beautiful wife raised into a gentleman. I hope you will bless me with this. I know the way your wife took care of you and I just hope you think I could do a good job too.

    I believe I make your son happy. But a small piece of him always feels saddened that you are not there around. I think that is how life will always be for him. He will always wish you were there, no matter how big or small the life event is.

    I hope that in years ahead when we have children we notice a characteristic, or personality trait that we cannot pin-point where they got it from, because then we know it will be safe to assume they got it from their Grandfather. He is going to wish so terribly that they could know you.

    But you know something, I think our kids will know you more than they will ever realize. They will know you through watching the way their Daddy treats their Mumma. They will know you through the time your son as a father spends sitting in the front row cheering at every dance, recital or a football game. They will feel your heart through the way their daddy speaks to them, with patience and love. They will know your humor in the way he makes them laugh. They will know how supportive you were when they are facing a difficult time and they go to their Daddy for help.

    I want you to know that the love I have for your son in indescribable and grows stronger each and every day. He is the most amazing partner, friend, and one day, will be the most incredible father.

    Again, I wish I had gotten the chance to tell you that,
    Baba, i wish i could have had you around, i wish i could have experienced a father's love, i wish you could have called me your beta.
    Take care baba, You will always be remembered.

    #love @nikhil7004
    #diary #thoughts #inlovingmemory #deathanniversary

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  • mausiqii_ 22w

    @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteunite @mirakeeworld
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    This love that we share
    is still very young
    let's not rush into things
    pause a moment with me
    take a deep breath
     
    give our relationship a chance
    to blossom into something
    beautiful and promising
    I want us to enjoy our lives
    there's no need for haste
     
    let's take a walk on the beach
    listen to the sea as it turns
    watch the moon as it rises
    giving birth to a new eve
       
    as the velvet sky holds us
    in the warmth of its embrace
    I want you to know
    I cherish everything about you
    @nikhil7004 I love you more than you could ever know...
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  • mausiqii_ 22w

    @writersnetwork @readwriteunite @mirakee @mirakeeworld @writerstolli
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    been lived in a state of constriction for years;
    reducing to nothing.
    There can only be expansion from here.
    Embracing it..
    ~Sharwari ��
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  • mausiqii_ 22w

    @writersnetwork @mirakee @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite

    exhausted and tired
    to fight for people
    who judge instead of love,
    who bicker instead of trying to understand.
    Because you aren't going to change.
    You won't change.
    And that's OK, that I've made peace with.
    But I have to change —
    I have to stand up for myself,
    and I have to walk away.
    So I lay down my armor
    and I throw up my shield
    because it's time to start protecting myself,
    to start fighting for me...
    ~ Sharwari

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