Yes, you are going to destroy every wall that you’ve built with your own itching hands feeling way too lonely without the anxiety crippling within your bones, emotions rotting even the stardust that you’ve ingested, destroying everything that you’ve learnt to love. Again.
"One minute you were on the phone talking to me and in another i was on the road lying in the pool of blood!!"She was narrating the part of her story she left last time.He stared at her for few minutes before getting up and standing beside her massaging her shoulders."One minute i was on the phone talking to you and in another i ran when i heard the screams of my own.Running like a maniac on that busy newyork street with sweat running down my forehead with your picture in my trembling hands -Kissing and hugging to my chest until i reached the street you were lying on"He narrated his part while massging her head -The one going through a minor migrane
"I was whispering your name with that grey band around my wrist chanting you to run faster.The cars on street 21 stopped with few people. I saw were running towards my -Dead-to-be-body.I saw you from afar running like something precious to you is going away from you.You stumbled on the rocks beneath your shaky feet -I swear i saw that too with half opened, Half closed eyes with tears running like marathon in them."She was simply immersed in her part that she didn't but he noticed how few tears escaped from the cage called eyes. "Street 21 -The location that turned my life upside down the sunday two years back -The mid of october.With stumbling here and there I finally saw an almost lifeless body curled up in the corner with her body being supported by that brick wall.Reaching up to you with that shaky feet I whispered "Ella" and the moment our eyes locked -I swear, I swear Ella Campbell I never realised how much i loved you till that moment,How much i am scared to lose you!!"He kept reading the lines until he noticed how she hugged him from behind with kisses on his shoulder blades and mumbling "I love you jasper".
"Adam Campbell, The moment you held my hand and whispered "You have to live ellie,You have to for me,For Yourself and For Us"The fear of losing you was there but i swear addie, I swear "Not more than the excitement of being with you,Not more than the faith i have in you -That My Adam won't let happen anything to his Ella" She whispered while keeping her head on his chest while playing with his hair and kissing his forehead. "Ella Campbell,"We counted 20 seconds together and then the help arrived.From being in that pool of blood to that hospital room I knew how I survived.2 minutes earlier and you were safe -The doctors,The nurses were saying "He really love his wife -But I wanted to tell them "She loves me more"but before i could have said something You woke up with mask around your mouth few bandages here and there.I never had this courage to tell you of i haven't fell for you in college but I had fallen in love with you in high school when you were dating my friend."Jasper kissed her forhead and whispered "I Love you aubrey,Good night"
We've been beside the fireplace for almost two hours now. Watching the flames blazing up and down and talking about avengers while sipping on hot chocolate. The soft Korean quilt draped around us has started loosening up and the flames have started dying out and I'm still not even close to explaining why I'm team Thanos because you just wouldn't settle for any explanation I throw at you.
I tell you avengers suck because it's hilarious to watch how your face contorts as it gets worked up. You grab my face and tell me to take my words back and the dark room around us falls silent except for the clock ticking away and the crickets stridulating beside the crackling fire. You gaze into my eyes. You lean in. And then two inches away from my face, you stop. I see a series of emotions flicker through your helpless eyes before a realization sets in. You sigh, graze my cheek with a thumb and tell me it is time for bed.
You know I'm in love with you. In the most twisted yet sincere way. You knew it when I let you have my share of cheesecake last Sunday because you were upset that yours got finished. You knew it when we rain danced to 'Moves like Jagger' last night because you missed home. You knew it when I stayed up all night trying to cool your burning forehead with a wet handkerchief. You know it everytime you flip and I tell you that it's okay. You know of every little way I love you in.
Okay. This is a very old piece that I haven't been able to write an ending to, even after trying numerous times. Whatever I think of somehow feels out of place. So, would anyone like giving me a suggestion? An idea for a concluding paragraph that might wind it up in a more complete manner, maybe?
Or should I just leave it like that? Unfinished. :D
They say smiles don't come often enough , that even a thousand words fall short in front of a melodious riff , that music isn't biased like language it's for all and none , that tunes are poems sans words , that if you hear hard enough silence is itself a singer and that's what makes it so peaceful
But I never believed them Until one day When I heard her humming a song she doesn't know the lyrics of , smiling like she's happy for once!!