కొంచెం కొంచెంగా నా మనసు మరియు మెదడు కీచులాటలో అలానే నిలిచిపొయిందిఎందరు ఎన్ని తెలిపిన,ఎన్ని తెలిసివచ్చిననిరంతర అంతర్మధనంలో జీవితపు చివరి మజిలీలో కట్టెల చాటున కాగితంలా ఎందుకోసంమో చేరపలేని జ్ఞాపకలకుమదిలో భారంతో ఈ తలంపులు ఈశాన్యపు తీరం దాటలని ఊహల తీరంలో ఉన్న చుట్టరికాలు కోసం వేచిచూడరాదనిఅర్థవంతమైన భావాలు అర్దాంతరంగా మిగిలిపోతాయనిచివరి కట్టే బూడిదతో అర్థం అవుతుంది కావచ్చు.అంతవరకు నిలకడలేని నింగిలోని తడిజల్లులోకెళ్ళ కన్నీరులా కరిగిపోతాను.
I feel alone today.These days I lost connection with life and staying close to lousy thoughts.I carried away with time and tried to be a little confused in life.©meghashyam
I felt happy when I got to know you were quite lonely since I abandoned you but Sometimes to save any relationship we have to take a few steps back.©meghashyam
In this tiny world Every hour is like different phasesEvery person will not be the same It always takes time to cope up with a situation It's okay to lead a complex life One day it will become simple.©meghashyam
Just to tell you our favorite show got completed.How silly my reason is......You were nothing more than a friend butYet you vacuumed me from your lifeWhere I can't find a way back.©meghashyam
నీతో ఉన్న ప్రతిక్షణంనన్ను నేను నీలో వెతుకుతూనే ఉన్ననిండు ఆశతో ఎదురుచూసిన ప్రతిసారి నిరాశే మిగిలిందినువ్వు కోరుకున్న ఈ శాంతం మనల్ని మౌనంగా మార్చిందిఇన్ని రోజులు ఈ పరుగులో నా మనసు ఆనందపడింది అని అనుకున్న కానీ ఎక్కడో చిన్న ఆశతో .......సమాధానం తెలిసిన ప్రశ్నకి ఎన్నో సార్లు సమాధానం వెతుకుతూనేవున్న ....... కానీబాధ మరియు సంతోషానికి మధ్యలో మిగిలిపోయాను చివరికి ఆశ కలల మారిపోయింది చెదరని జ్ఞాపకంలా మిగిలిపోయింది.©meghashyam
Dear Bestie:: my thoughts 2
HeyI know I am not that important person in your life but still, I got connected to you and your charmI begged you to be with me and still I am waiting for you to come back into my life.I have stopped talking because when you said I will not able to stay in touch with you when we part ways.At first, I thought distance will come so that's why you said that but when the second time you reacted like it was my mistake to be attached to you, I realized that you want me to go away from your life.Is it my mistake to love you unconditionally???I am acting like a weirdo these days and so are you...I thought it takes time to understand me so I tried to spend time with you so that our friendship last long forever.For 3 days I am waiting for you to come and ask me... Why are you doing this? But you never care to talk to me...even after all this I still can't move on.And finally, It's ok I understand that you won't like to stand by my side.What I didn't learn why did you spend time with me and said all your secrets (almost).You could have said earlierI don't want all this shit.Why did you understand when I said I need you?Is it your fake side??Or you just acted as you care because I have asked you to do that.I HATE ME for all the days when I said as a best friend. At last when you don't like or don't wanna get along with them just say very clearly so that the other side person will stop expecting from you.Don't hurt anyone by your actions.And don't say to anyone that I care about people who love me and who I love because that is untrue, you only care about people you love.My friend said to me that I don't need closure for which already closed but he thinks that he is right but I am also not wrong.Maybe he won't understand this, because he was never truly in our friendship.GOODBYE..........
I never thought I had to listen to your call recordings just to hear your voice.©meghashyam
I know that I am hurting myself realizing the fact that our friendship will not stand forever.Yet couldn't avoid my emotions getting too deep for you. I LOVE YOU more than myself...©meghashyam
My Best Friend said he doesn't wanna hurt me because People may change every time giving too much attention may lead to shattering your heart .I said to my best friend that is he doesn't know to break a heart... I still believe though...©meghashyam
Let me be that someone..?
Whatever you want.... No matter how small or important... No matter how near or far.. I am always welcomed you to impose on me.. If you want to talk to someone... If you want someone to vent to.. If you want someone to take you to the peace... Can you come and ask me to be that someone?Can you keep my phone number to where you can see easily?You can call me.. even when it's unimportant... Be it emergency petty or daily matter... I'm right here to be at your service.. Please don't hesitate to bother me... Please don't hesitate to ask me... It's all good for me to impose on me anytime... Please come... and make my life busy.. Anywhere.. Anytime.. I want you to accommodate you everyday.. If it's you... i'm ready to do anything...Please think of me when you need someone.. The more you bother me ... the more i feel good...©unknwn_strnger_
I needed someoneWho is not for everyone
Please repost this post so that everyone could read this!......#smrity #sya
I'm slowly learning that even if I react, It won't change anything, it won't make people suddenly love and respect me, it won't magically change their minds! Sometimes it's better to just let things be,Let people go, don't fight for closure don't ask for explanations, don't chase answers and don't expect people to understand where you're coming! I'm slowly learning that Life is better lived when You don't enter it on what's happening around you and center it on what's happening inside you instead!Work on yourself and inner peace!❤️
अधूरा है शायद इसलिए ज़िंदा है पूरा होता तो अब तक खत्म हो चुका होता || ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::©littlestupid_writer