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  • meghashyam 3d

    కొంచెం కొంచెంగా
    నా మనసు మరియు మెదడు
    కీచులాటలో అలానే నిలిచిపొయింది
    ఎందరు ఎన్ని తెలిపిన,ఎన్ని తెలిసివచ్చిన
    నిరంతర అంతర్మధనంలో
    జీవితపు చివరి మజిలీలో
    కట్టెల చాటున కాగితంలా
    ఎందుకోసంమో చేరపలేని జ్ఞాపకలకు
    మదిలో భారంతో
    ఈ తలంపులు ఈశాన్యపు తీరం దాటలని
    ఊహల తీరంలో ఉన్న చుట్టరికాలు కోసం వేచిచూడరాదని
    అర్థవంతమైన భావాలు అర్దాంతరంగా మిగిలిపోతాయని
    చివరి కట్టే బూడిదతో అర్థం అవుతుంది కావచ్చు.
    అంతవరకు నిలకడలేని నింగిలోని తడిజల్లులోకెళ్ళ
    కన్నీరులా కరిగిపోతాను.

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  • meghashyam 1w

    I feel alone today.
    These days I lost connection with life and staying close to lousy thoughts.
    I carried away with time and tried to be a little confused in life.


    ©meghashyam

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  • meghashyam 3w

    I felt happy when I got to know you were quite lonely since I abandoned you but
    Sometimes to save any relationship we have to take a few steps back.


    ©meghashyam

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  • meghashyam 4w

    In this tiny world
    Every hour is like different phases
    Every person will not be the same
    It always takes time to cope up with a situation
    It's okay to lead a complex life
    One day it will become simple.


    ©meghashyam

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  • meghashyam 4w

    UNSAID

    Just to tell you our favorite show got completed.
    How silly my reason is......
    You were nothing more than a friend but
    Yet you vacuumed me from your life
    Where I can't find a way back.

    ©meghashyam

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  • meghashyam 7w

    నీతో ఉన్న ప్రతిక్షణం
    నన్ను నేను నీలో వెతుకుతూనే ఉన్న
    నిండు ఆశతో ఎదురుచూసిన ప్రతిసారి నిరాశే మిగిలింది
    నువ్వు కోరుకున్న ఈ శాంతం మనల్ని మౌనంగా మార్చింది
    ఇన్ని రోజులు ఈ పరుగులో నా మనసు ఆనందపడింది
    అని అనుకున్న కానీ
    ఎక్కడో చిన్న ఆశతో .......సమాధానం తెలిసిన ప్రశ్నకి
    ఎన్నో సార్లు సమాధానం వెతుకుతూనేవున్న ....... కానీ
    బాధ మరియు సంతోషానికి మధ్యలో మిగిలిపోయాను
    చివరికి ఆశ కలల మారిపోయింది చెదరని జ్ఞాపకంలా మిగిలిపోయింది.



    ©meghashyam

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  • meghashyam 7w

    Dear Bestie:: my thoughts 2

    Hey
    I know I am not that important person in your life but still, I got connected to you and your charm
    I begged you to be with me and still I am waiting for you to come back into my life.
    I have stopped talking because when you said I will not able to stay in touch with you when we part ways.
    At first, I thought distance will come so that's why you said that but when the second time you reacted like it was my mistake to be attached to you, I realized that you want me to go away from your life.

    Is it my mistake to love you unconditionally???
    I am acting like a weirdo these days and so are you...

    I thought it takes time to understand me so I tried to spend time with you so that our friendship last long forever.

    For 3 days I am waiting for you to come and ask me... Why are you doing this?
    But you never care to talk to me...even after all this I still can't move on.
    And finally, It's ok I understand that you won't like to stand by my side.
    What I didn't learn why did you spend time with me and said all your secrets (almost).
    You could have said earlier
    I don't want all this shit.
    Why did you understand when I said I need you?
    Is it your fake side??
    Or you just acted as you care because I have asked you to do that.
    I HATE ME for all the days when I said as a best friend.
    At last when you don't like or don't wanna get along with them just say very clearly so that the other side person will stop expecting from you.

    Don't hurt anyone by your actions.

    And don't say to anyone that I care about people who love me and who I love because that is untrue, you only care about people you love.

    My friend said to me that I don't need closure for which already closed but he thinks that he is right but I am also not wrong.

    Maybe he won't understand this, because he was never truly in our friendship.

    GOODBYE..........

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  • meghashyam 7w

    I never thought I had to listen to your call recordings just to hear your voice.



    ©meghashyam

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  • meghashyam 8w

    I know that I am hurting myself realizing the fact that our friendship will not stand forever.

    Yet couldn't avoid my emotions getting too
    deep for you. I LOVE YOU more than myself...





    ©meghashyam

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  • meghashyam 8w

    My Best Friend said he doesn't wanna hurt me because People may change every time giving too much attention may lead to shattering your heart .
    I said to my best friend that is he doesn't
    know to break a heart... I still believe though...



    ©meghashyam

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