melevenie

it's just me and my mind.

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  • melevenie 8w

    Tension Strings

    Emily you're so full of rage
    You tear the eyes as you tear the page
    You left a hole in the heart to bleed
    You fuel the frustration while
    it is on you that they feed
    You count the flowers and uproot the weeds
    You pluck the fruits and trample the seeds
    You want attention but you pay no heed
    You loved enough, now you don't feel
    Like now you can act as if you don't need
    You are building the tensions in the strings
    They are too scared to pick when you ring
    Emily please cool down, it's easy if you believe
    Talk and spit out the bitter parts
    You need to open up to seal the cut out heart
    Emily you are just a human being
    Every relation once build into a tension string
    But they are just as fire rings
    Jump through them.
    ©melevenie

  • melevenie 9w

    My Sick Heart

    I'm sighing out a cold breath
    My heart has started to freeze
    All the love tendered and attended
    Seems like an old age dream
    I think I need to extend my arms
    And give my soul an embrace
    For I've done to me enough harm
    By giving them too much care

    It's stupid to be there, loving alone
    I should kick myself and take a new road
    But then I want to lock myself and I know
    Diaries would be good listeners
    And books will tell me something new
    I'm just all sick right now...
    ©melevenie

  • melevenie 9w

    Lose myself to a library
    Literature does me good
    When I'm bruised and weary
    It is what I would.
    ©melevenie

  • melevenie 9w

    You don't have to find happiness in compromise
    Sometimes, build your own terms and live your life
    ©melevenie

  • melevenie 11w

    Tell me a soul who's too certain of time
    That he knows exactly what's going to happen in his life.
    ©melevenie

  • melevenie 11w

    You've got my heart in your hand
    When you look me in the eyes like that
    That's why I look at the walls or floors
    Or anywhere but the spirit of yours.
    Yes, your face is familiar but your soul is altered
    I'm looking for the one who connects like Gibraltar
    The Mediterraneans of my Mind to the Atlantics of my Heart
    End the conflicts, bring clarity sync with my conscience.
    You look like pleasure but you're camouflaged pain
    You look like sweet smile, but your subtle like salty tears

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    Deception

    ©melevenie

  • melevenie 11w

    I have no head to write poetries,
    For my heart is convinced
    So are my veins and arteries
    That when it broke back one summer
    It should have shunned every romance
    No matter how secret or how platonic
    I need Emily, Byron, Keats
    Wordsworth, Tennyson maybe
    To learn again what makes
    A good poetry.

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    Good Poetry.

  • melevenie 11w

    Love doesn't make sense to the clever and careful
    It is a sport of carefree,
    Hope of the silly,
    And pain for the willing.
    ©melevenie

  • melevenie 11w

    My wilted rose
    I'd hold you
    If only you
    Promise me
    That you'd bloom
    Again..

    ©melevenie

  • melevenie 13w

    The Damsel in Distress Writes Well

    I'm too new to succumb to your memories
    But sometimes when I can't write
    Oh I want you here to give me some more tears
    To push me down and leave me with fears
    Cause the damsel in distress writes well.

    I am too good a lover to love right
    I'm too good,I can start a fight
    We both are so toxic for each other
    No one around could breath in that air
    Oh if you could only give me that hell
    Cause the damsel in distress writes well

    I'm too far away from the heart aches
    And the shame and regret of the mistakes
    You made me feel so stupid and I had to burn
    All the diaries that I recklessly wrote so well
    Cause I was a damsel in distress who wrote well.
    ©melevenie