the moral are in my poetry find the lesson
Catch my spirit under the star in light of the moon or a burning fire on the blue sky with just a pink and yellow , saying hello and good - bye. Blue and white crystal of the shine of a ocean luy by. Stare at me make a wish as shine make me a mystery star. Blaze with a white falling flake on my face. A garden blossom like there a peek-boo flowers open that beautiful smell. Stay there to capture all that anexity and depression to something Beautiful stand there, with silk chocolate skin and a smile spread from cheeck bone to cheeck bone make it a blessing or curse. I photograph all in my head. Capture with the ball of a eye brown of gold.©misskita
Hate and love is the new apocalypse
Alarm of life
They say life is a blessing and curse at the same time, it's a light and darkness, it's happiness and sadness, it's give and also taking, it's patience and fast, it's truth and lies, it's love and hate, it's hard and easy , it's breaking and fix. It's good and bad, it's walking and crawling, it's loud and quiet ,It's jump and run. This is what life can be if you take those choose, choice of life.©misskita
The count of shield blessing
They say you are your brother's keeper so why known not what you do to your felt, but what they do to you? Life is a expression making a feel, great of my mystery felt of questions and answers. Running after myself chasing rain clouds but still colors of gray. Why I'm my brother's keeper if I'm not a toy builder, why love if your not attached. I name my falling fears one by one as i run. Stand in the system of the four only walls. As my mind turn into a statue of dust. Every voices that cry inside my head made me die inside. The worst moment of your life is the best of paparazzi surprise. The crazy things is one of the public worst enemy of you. If i lost my self i loss it all, being my brother keeper.©misskita
We going to do system fuck filthy, I'm take from the rich people until they kill me. They say love hurt until a child take from her, can love be worst. They say body are beautiful unless take what make you hurt. They say new can be good until change forever and never look back. They say he is aman stand down he take best of you and let it burn. They say tell the truth will set you free until all eyes on you, kill me because if i not dying to live, I'm live to die. You sign up for what, you take help to you, that system of life. They say planes don't fly in the air unless you can control it.Now take a flight.©misskita
Brown seed of history
Pills is a potions say little prayer for you. As i use the paint brush to make mural on my face show the present pain. Creater of a art of a person the dust to earth. Call me the DNA of the ancient fortune teller of my ancestor. Call my hands finger attachments. As play with two black and white color in my hand slap it on the flag . death is laying between your touge, i guess there two side of figure your letter is number one. People who taunt me asi stare in the middle of the street at my mirror. I look at a person with has no color hope to see the IMAGE of the reflection that hidding all way in the back. As there black dirty in my nails to figure out i been hung up that long. Was It to hard to let my skeleton to let cast of a white men ,super market me.Eating a bug like a bean was disform. As my skin was only vitamin e that the sun support. As my brown eye turn to blood red as my autopsy was peform, hey make me a history forms. They say you are women , when get your period , no that make me decrease while I'm walking alive. That just one bad apple that drop from the family history tree. Maybe johnny appleseed Can plant a other one. Of me to determine how black ethnicity can be a better slave that make of me.©misskita
Can't learn life if you don't live
Wear my skin and try to make to be something that I'm not. Trying to make my figure,playing all your cards right. Don't have a choice to survive with my heart touch sky. Kill me on that killer murder with no body at the crime scene. Clap as people was my fan , fight back if i was big as a big mac. You chase these lies like you play tag. Stay wake like there was a devil and angle on my shoulder. Act shade if i had seven heads. Swirl my other nine life, my perfection die like dead flower. Peel my mouth open as you unhumble me. Being fake like a burn candle. Drop tears from eye's can't cry. So you choke me , shoot me i always be the number of a letter that thick as my skin the color black. You can sweep my darkest away but you can't take my light that within me , I'm not just a regular person of the character of the black that matter or that cage.we see we stand we live. The question is are you normal or just a dream.©misskita
I bet you are looking for a girl who has a little upstairs maybe she is a alone , so you can stare at her underwear. But stay and not near, not that anyone cares why are you choke on my hair. Oh mommy dear a contact of a men is here, he said can i play with you and your bears. Maybe she type of girl with blue or blonde, brown hair, the lair that play with cat ears. She jump out of the window full of fear, that's what may so hard to hear , as mom think like a shape of a pear. Take me always as my mom stand close near, no attention no attention as those was the last word of her tears.©misskita
Expression of the mind
The eye of the behold of the world , precious jew of the earth, the color the symbol every state on there own world. The human , what are the human really a image of a statue or the x- Ray of the sun which reveal my skeleton, these questions fly drag like a plastic bag but a animal who cloth and feed me descend in the wind. What person claim me mark world Destiny when i sat here growing wild to escape me, territory to attack against we or just stop tell me a real untold story. Is my eyes and ears really take sides for me , does my nation really identity me. The light that supposed to protect me, where a white angel dress in black when call for mercy or overcome the dead. Maybe the rose is a bad romance or honey stick like a connect star. Can money really help, with the war outstand me. I take a shower to wash people off me as the fall to make that dark side of me, do you really care how speak to you with they immortalised , a loin can alone carry that much of meat. How many seat to take at the lake where all my problem start to sink, where soap buried and dang my open wounds. Will you seat back and really take my heart from apart of that. No explains because the world the explanation. Please don't skin me cause the men of white mask want to peel me, set a spice pepper take me to the hottest hell burn down , burn down tell they take the ghost town, the red eye that shoots of the bullets.©misskita
A lesson for every person
Like butterfly wingsFluttering upon the edgeOf the mornings dreamsCalling you to the dayWhere rotating like a clockThe earth moves slowly awayAnd the Sun addresses the horizonIn rumbles that shake creationBursting the world to the brillianceOf sheer perfectionI hear the creak of bones Turning in tired jointsMoan the the sqeezed embraceOf the rays upon skinSongs, voices flood in and outFloating upon the air, aboveFrom the tugged war of enterprizeOutsideOpening eyes to the groan of dayTurning on ones sidePulling covers up to hideCamouflage oneself to lifeTill resounding the bellBattles the stretched armReaching to throw to floorThe demon cries, rips, tearsThe sweet lullaby of nightAs eyes open sitting upOne smiles uponA new day.Alisdaire O'Caoimph©alisdaire_ocaoimph
What anxiety feels like@mirakee @verbose @cleomoon @geraldine_mary @knives_and_pens
A myriad of emotionsA sea of thoughtsA deafening silenceIn the midst of chaosA stream of tearsA wave of hopelessnessA rampage of choicesImplicating the future A moment of indecisionA collapse of timeA frayed chord of faithInstilling more fear A despair of optimismA longing of acknowledgementA dispatch of hormonesInjecting the mind©mel_jay
#sad #depressed #lonely #alone #empty
I don't know when I became depressedI don't know what caused it allI don't know what drained away all my happinessAnd replaced it with emptinessI don't know why I feel so aloneI have friends but none of them seems to understandThe emptiness i feel within meNo one understands meNo one can bring me out of my misery©noble_king
My First Love
Our young love was so vibrant and strongThat we never realized that one day We would look back and want To hold his or her hand again To dream dreams And live lives so full of hope So innocent and true That one day our jaded hearts Would hold the pain Of promises made then broken Dreams dreamt and then lost Thoughts of little walks From school to home Holding hands in the warm sunshine But too young, so so young To appreciate that time we had And who we were.©ronvdm777July 2020
To someone who's gonna make me his:
You need to know I'm damaged.You need to know I'm not that happy little girl you saw me as.You need to know that my smile and laughter has my biggest scars hidden behind them.I want you to know that there will be days where I come to you saying that I'm calling apart and I'd want you to fix me back and there will be days where I completely just shut off.I'm gonna be really happy oke around and the next moment I might go all low.I want you to know that I'll really get mad sometimes and speak shit or just break out but I just expect you to say "Everything will be fine.I'm here with you."I want you to know that when I cry to you,I don't need a solution or reassurances.I just need your shoulder to cry.I need you to know I get triggered really easily and cry out often and all I need that time is you to hold me in you're arms and let me pour myself out.Lastly I I don't want you to be trapped into my sadness and never let my moods effect yours.If you aren't ready to accept me in this way don't you dare touch my heart. Love, Ritu:)
Help Sustain Us
The dreams of success and happiness Of the bread that kept us full Now gone and left with little To sustain us through this pain Of loss that we now endure Too old to hope, too young to die Just passing time Waiting and wanting it all to end In that hope that there may be Something better That waits for us on theOther side.©ronvdm777 July 2020
Wow, so you guys were really in love? Nah, Fun had a lot of toys And we had time to play
Lies and Hurt #poemsforAppy,
My love, a thousand memories haunt me and I see your face, vividly as if you were here mocking at how much I have loved you. I remember the laughter, that particular chuckle of your throat and most of all, no matter how hard I try, I cannot seem to forget those beautiful sad eyes.
I won't lie, I have gone back these months, hoping against hope that only for a moment, just for a single space in time, you felt for me as genuinely as I did for you. I wish you you could have seen me as yours, appreciated the sacrifices I made and the hurt I put myself through, every time you let me down. A part of me wishes to be back in time, blissfully ignorant, living the lie you had skillfully carved out for me. Pathetic isn't it?
I loved you with everything I had, shared with you every emotion, dream and sorrow I had earlier reserved just for me. I am in pain and have been taking medications for depression, every day is a struggle after another and yet I don't regret it.
Not one moment, even though it was a lie.
Pain has it's own beauty does it not? How could I look back and see those eyes peering at me, you cupping my face and leaning forward and see treachery? I cannot. Yet it was.
My naivety believed you true, you weren't. I gave my all to you and I face the consequence as I pour myself medicines to help me deal with the come to terms with what it was. A lie.
Think me selfish but I wish one day perhaps, in a distant time, you shall remember me. I don't know why you should given the countless hearts you have broken, but I hope you will recall my face as clearly as I do yours. It won't happen and I am foolish for dreaming of the possibility but I hope one day you shall find me special, just like everyone else. I want to laugh at myself for being so stupid as I have been.
For believing that someone like you could genuinely fall in love with me when the most I offered was love, loyalty, compassion and partnership. You are yet too immature to understand these values, and I hold nothing against you.
I hope you have the best life love, I hope one day you look into the mirror and see a guilt-free human being. I hope you feel, if not anything else, a little guilty for what you have done. I hope you still have at least that much humanity left in you.
I don't cry to draw attention,But to give relief to my heart.I don't smile to show off my dimples,But to assure myself that it'll be okay.I don't feel afraid because I am cowardBut not to scar myself with the same woundI am not heartless cause I got hurt a lot,But because I am using my heart less.I am not dead cause I am breathing,But I am not living like others. ©the_scribble_writer