monikapawar

an immature writer who is expressing herself through the wings of ink❤�� @izhar_e_karwah insta page plz follow

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  • monikapawar 1w

    Goodbye

    Its all about the Second last goodbye,
    Early rituals and meeting the sky
    May be its about peace,
    Or may be its about his soul's grief
    I knew something's gonna be hell wrong,
    Didn't had an idea that my feeling would be so strong
    I definitely lost him as a person,
    But he'll stay with me like an emotion
    I wonder what's life?
    Living and dying
    I've heard about life after death,
    But does my father knows i'm still alive not dead
    Alive with the grief of sorrow,
    With heavy heart and happiness borrowed
    Wherever you are.. I bid you goodbye,
    Take care daddy i'll stay strong and trust me i can try..
    Trust me i can try......



    I love you more till the last breath❤
    ©monikapawar

  • monikapawar 7w

    Dua

    Duao mein itna manga tha apko,
    Ki sajde hath nahi uthte aapke jane k baad
    Khuda ko bhi kya dosh du,
    Vo bhi roya hoga aapko bulane ke baad
    Dharti aur amber dono tadpe the,
    Tabhi toh june ke mahine mein baadal garje the
    ©monikapawar

  • monikapawar 7w

    Mahino guzar gae....

    Aapki pyari sabse dulari
    Beti apki apko bula rahi
    Dhundne par bhi mil nai pati ho
    Chah kar bhi chuu nahi pati hu
    Do alag dunia ke parindey hogye hai hum
    Janam maran ke paeo mein bandh gye hai hum
    Aapke uss dular ko
    Galtio par bhi na dantne ke swabhav ko
    Aapke saae mein rehne ke ahsaas ko
    Kaese bhulao mehaz chand raato ko
    Mahine se guzar gae hai ab ni baato ko
    Magar saalo lagenge khudko samjhane ko
    Ki laut ke aate nahi jo chale jate hai
    Sard raaton mein kafi rulate hai
    Aj bhi aap muje bahut yaad aate hai
    Aj bhi aap muje bahut yaad aate hai
    ©monikapawar

  • monikapawar 11w

    Saalgirah

    Yu toh hone the aaj 31(ikattis) saal,
    Kuch khaas hona tha ye karvachaut vala saal
    Saalgirah aapki bhut khoob bnani thi,
    Saal ki shuruat se hi humne ki taiyari thi
    Ye saal kuch alag hi hona tha,
    Magar ye na pata tha iss saal aapko khona tha
    Kitna bhi samjhalu,
    Khud ko manalu
    Sachaii se khud ko rubaru kara lu
    Ghum k khud ko karib aapke paati hu,
    Papa apki saalgirah pr aapko maa k paas chahti hu
    Aap hote toh ye pal khubsurat hota,
    Resham ki saree sa sunhera hota
    Naa hona apka bht satata hai,
    Aaj apke bina ye tyohar aaya hai
    Hazaaro tyohaar aur aenge,
    Har roz ki tarah vo bhi nikal jaenge
    Magar dil mein hamare aap hamesha muskuraoge,
    Dil mein hamare aap hamesha muskuraoge........
    ©monikapawar

  • monikapawar 13w

    Kami

    Aaj bhi darwaze pe bichti meri nigaahe hai,
    Kahi aa na jao wapas kisi chaurahe se
    Yu toh bahut sham-e guzri, guzri raatein apne hi ashiyane mein,
    Chaar diwari bhi ghundti hai apko har pemane pe
    Ku gae? Aksar mujhse puchti hai ye deeware,
    Kisse kahaniya sunati hai
    Kuch mera dukh sun kar, kuch apne kisse sunati hai
    Aaj bhi apki kami meri rooh ko kap kapati hai
    Vo agni ki chees muje jalati hai,
    Vo ganga ki lehre muje darati hai
    Aaj bhi khali ghar aap ki yaad dilata hai,
    Na hone ka praman patra dikhata hai
    Zamane mein akela hona jatata hai,
    Vo muje roz uthana, pyar se satana apka na hona ahsaas krata h,
    Apki kami ko papa ye khali ghar jatlata hai
    Apki kami ko ye khali ghar jatlata hai...
    ©monikapawar

  • monikapawar 22w

    Love

    Kuch lamhe yaad karke aksar yuhi hasti hu
    Raaton mein fir bhi ankhein numb kar roti hu
    Papa aaj bhi apki raj gaddi ko behisab niharti hu
    Baeth pane ki zid chorh di hai papa
    Na hone ka ahsaas dilati hai vo..
    Papa apke jaane ka gam yaad dilati hai vo
    Apke strong bete ko kamzor bnati hai vo
    Pyar apse behisab hai papa
    Bas yaadon se haqiqat ban jao na papa
    ©monikapawar

  • monikapawar 27w

    Choti choti khushi

    Siskiyo se ladh kar maine fir uthna seekha hai
    Choti choti khushiyo se fir badhna seekha hai
    Mana maine thodi bhavnao mein beh jati hu
    Mana maine thodi bhavnao mein beh jati hu
    Magar gir kr maine fir uthna seekha hai
    Haan ab mahine baad choti choti khushio mein vapas jeena seekha hai
    Maa kehti hai muje dekh unhone fir hasna seekha hai.....
    Unhone fir hasna seekha hai
    ©monikapawar

  • monikapawar 28w

    Daddy

    Kisko chukar ab bahoo mein liptungi
    Kis se jhagde Kar ke pyar bhi ussi se jataungi
    Mai toh kamli hu papa bina aapke ek pal bhi nah reh paungi.....
    Choti si beti apki kafi jagah haar jaegi
    Haan maa ne chalna muje vapas sikhadia
    Lekin baap ka saya na hona mujhe aaj bhi sata gya
    Papa apke bina jeevan ab kuch khaas nahi paya hai
    Vapas toh aa nahi paoge papa
    Lekin sabar muje thora sikhana papa
    Haar ke vapas jeetna chahti hu
    Duniya ke aage strong monika banna chahti hu
    Maa ko fir se hasana chahti h apki ye ladli
    Parchai ban vadein bhi pura krna chahti hai
    Mana kabi hui hogi galtia mujhse bhi hazaaro
    But i love uh daddy ye aap dil se maano....




    ©monikapawar

  • monikapawar 29w

    Daddy

    Kisko chukar ab bahoo mein liptungi
    Kis se jhagde Kar ke pyar bhi ussi se jataungi
    Mai toh kamli hu papa bina aapke ek pal bhi nah reh paungi.....
    Choti si beti apki kafi jagah haar jaegi
    Haan maa ne chalna muje vapas sikhadia
    Lekin baap ka saya mujhe aaj bhi satata hai
    Papa apke bina jeevan ab kuch khaas nahi paya hai
    Vapas toh aa nahi paoge papa
    Lekin sabar muje thora sikhana papa
    Haar ke vapas jeetna chahti hu
    Duniya ke aage strong monika banna chahti hu
    Mana kabi hui hogi galtia mujhse bhi hazaaro
    But i love uh daddy i mean it yaaro.......
    Maa ko fir se hasana chahti hu
    Papa apki parchai ban
    Vadein pura krna chahti hu
    ©monikapawar

  • monikapawar 30w

    Papa

    Jaane se aapke vo maturity aa gayi
    Papa apki laadli kafi dur aagyi
    Jo zor zor se bolti thi hasti thi
    Vo shor gul se dar dheere se aasu chupati hai
    Aapko fir se bulati hai.....
    Demand kuch yu hai papa
    Mujhe monu bol kr uthao na papa
    Muje galti krne par sunao na papa
    Fir apne seene se lagao na papa
    Muje vapas ice cream khilao na papa
    Mere ankhon se aasu hatao na papa
    Muje ek baar pyar se bulao na papa
    Vapas muje hasao na papa
    Vapas muje hasao na papa
    ©monikapawar