mydhily_sunilkumar

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Im a 23 year old soul currently occupying a case that the world calls a body made of stardust and other elements of the only living sphere!! ✌

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  • mydhily_sunilkumar 1d

    Im scared I'll lose you even when you are not mine.

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    എന്റെതല്ലാഞ്ഞിട്ടും നിന്നെ നഷ്ടപ്പെടുമോ എന്ന് ഭയക്കുന്നു.












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  • mydhily_sunilkumar 1d

    I get this sensation of my windpipe getting crushed frequently.
    And thats when I realise that yes I'm missing him and I cant keep convincing my mind that I dont.
    I fear losing him when he is not even mine yet...
    I can never let go of him.
    It would take all of the living breath inside of me to let him go..






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  • mydhily_sunilkumar 2d

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    Im warning you... Its better to look at my smile and be fooled than look into my eyes and endure the pain...

  • mydhily_sunilkumar 2d

    Love yourself!!

    I have a lot of flaws.
    Sometimes I reveal them
    Sometimes I hide them.
    I reveal them when I know the observer will love my flaws as much as he loves me..
    I hide them in front of the judgers...
    I wonder why??!
    Maybe it is because I'm judging myself...
    Right?
    We all judge ourselves.
    See only the flaws.
    Maybe if I love myself.
    I wont be scared anymore.
    No fear of judgements.



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  • mydhily_sunilkumar 2d

    Again something I wrote long back..��

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    Good Night

    As I close my eyes to sleep,
    I hear your voice.
    I open my eyes, Im surprised...
    because there you are,
    beside me smiling at me.
    Oh that smile that makes me weak,
    weak in a way I like,.
    And then you kiss my cheek
    and whisper goodnight.
    I close my eyes.
    Drowning into the moment,
    I open my eyes,
    and you've disappeared.




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  • mydhily_sunilkumar 2d

    #Memories #writersnetwork reposting this one that I wrote years back...��

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    Till he comes...

    The sky is awake for us...
    And the stars are shining for us....
    But Alas!!! The stars don't know,
    I'm alone here relishing its beauty,
    For my man has taken me wrong,
    And is sitting in distress.....
    Well I thank the stars,
    For they lend me company,
    Till he comes......




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  • mydhily_sunilkumar 3d

    Broken friendship.
    This is something I wrote long back when me and my friend were going through a rough patch.
    That is all history now.
    And reading this I realized how much I have healed now and differently I look at that past issue.
    As I said it is history and now we are back together happy and all that.
    @aloha17

    #peace #happiness #bff #friendship

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    Hey Old (best)friend,

    We never really talked about it. We never really discussed about what is the reason we are apart today. What is it that bothered me? What is it that affected you? We've been talking through mediators.We have a lot of misunderstandings to clear. It's too late now. So late that we can't even look at each other, let alone talk. It seems like we can never go back to those days. I can't. I do want to say, I have changed, I've become a better person after everything that happened between us and I'm thankful to you for that. I've learnt a lot. You won't be able to recognise me anymore. You have changed too. You changed first. And I remember thinking as days passed that you were becoming someone I don't know or recognise. I'm afraid, I don't know you anymore. I'm scared to talk to you because we can't understand each other. Maybe we never understood each other in the past too. I do still care for you which you might already know. I wish you to be happy and satisfied with the life you chose to have. And yes, I do miss you sometimes too. God bless.
    With good wishes,
    Your old (best)friend.


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  • mydhily_sunilkumar 3d

    Messing things up
    That's my superpower
    Or should I say my evil power?
    This confusion.
    Do I deserve this?
    In the end,
    I dump all the blame on me!
    But why?
    Am I a fan of drama?
    No! Or maybe I'm scared...
    I'm scared if I don't take the blame,
    I'll be alone forever.
    So I forget all the harm that was ever done to me,
    I take the blame.
    But shouldn't I stand up for myself?For once?
    Isn't it the right thing to do?
    But will it cost me what I hold closest to my heart?
    Or probably I lost already.
    I overthink. I spoke too much.
    I forgot about the love..
    Now I've lost.
    Or am I just blaming myself again?
    Die you wretched confusion!! Die!!
    And take me with you.
    Cuz somehow the only thing I don't stop doing,
    Is using my evil power,
    And I don't want to anymore..




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  • mydhily_sunilkumar 3d

    Save me.

    What's happening to Us?
    What's happening to you?
    I can't help you dear unless you let me.
    Tragedies happen.
    The worst befalls at times.
    There's nothing we can do.
    But I'm scared.
    I'm scared maybe it's not the vicissitude.
    Maybe it's me.
    Maybe you've lost what you had for me.
    Is that even possible?
    This would be the greatest mishap
    Is this a bad Omen indicating our end
    Or is it just my anxiety?
    I wish I could just ask you.
    But there is this ocean between us,
    And I'm trying to catch my breath and try and not drown.
    Hoping you'll pull me out,And answer all my queries
    And put an end to this emotional misery.
    I know the pain of abandonment,I'd never do that to you.
    If you don't pull me out,
    I'll just drown, won't put you in pain.
    I'd just lose myself.
    Cause you're the only one.
    The only one I'd turn on to.
    And no one else can save me.




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  • mydhily_sunilkumar 4d

    Be careful.

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    You should never have to repent or be doleful later for the decisions and actions you project today.








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