Those moments..
Those moments, where you just sit and hear your heart beat.
When you want to say nothing and don't even feel the need.
When it's raining and you just watch it
with a tune in your head on repeat.
Those are the moments for you to keep.
The ones to feel, live and breathe.
When no one but you are with yourself.
The pain you bare
that people think, is hardly there
You survived, you are brave
Nobody will come, you are yours to save.
©myinkyfingers
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Odd
Inside the blanket, these cold feet
The sound of traffic, on this busy street
The shadow on window, of the huge tree
Wide awake in my bed at three,
I am thinking of you.
Ticking of the clock
People and their late night walks
I wonder what do they talk
They look happy with the dog
But something seems odd
And I ,
Am thinking of you.
Streetlights shining in the rain
But I am watching moon again
Sitting on a bench
I am thinking of you.
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Crush,flush,forget.
Out of the many beautiful dreams I had then,
I am gonna have to pick some that make no sense.
And I will do it I am certain,
I will crush those, flush it and forget about them.
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I know what love isn't
I am not saying
I know what love is,
Some try to manipulate it
Some like to calculate it
Some will say love is enough
I say I know what love isn't.
When you give and want it back,
If you love to complete what you lack,
That's when I say
I know what love isn't.
If they have to ask whether you love,
If it's not evident from the way you say their name
That's when I say
I know what love isn't.
If you don't wanna break all the barriers
And don't know all your answers
When they have to ask you questions
That's when I say
I know what love isn't.
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Baby steps
Still learning
Taking baby steps,
It's not too late
to love myself
Still learning
Taking baby steps
Trying to forgive myself
For all of the mistakes
One day at a time
Trying to remind
A beautiful life
Still lies to be unwind
What is life anyway
We aren't here to stay,
There's no button to rewind
So why not be loving and kind
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The answer
Took decades but finally I got,
The answer I was looking for.
Turns out it was me
Who was in need of me
I looked back to see
Who came this far with me,
Turns out, only me.
I ignored the pure soul
Waiting inside me to be loved
I left her alone
Went out looking for love
I'd have never thought
The peace this has brought
To love and not wait
Just give and not expect
Living with this 'me'
Now it is so easy,
'me' won't break my heart
'me' won't leave,
If I don't have anything
I will have me.
©myinkyfingers -
Color me white
Color me white!
Why?
So I feel I am pure,
You know I am scarred,
Beauty of being clean,
let me also endure.
Color me white..
Why?
I want to hide the patches,
The ugly torn ones,
At least for a day
Let me look happy
til the white is washed away.
Color me white..
Why?
Cz isn't it a color of the bride?
Paint me bright white
Let me see
How white looks on me
Let me get it right
Does happy mean white?
Then let me see
How 'happy' looks on me
Before I change my mind.
©myinkyfingers -
Your name
Calling every other guy by your name
Is it normal or I am going insane
Your name is as stubborn as you
I said leave, I wanna call someone new
But my lips say your name still the same
Is it you that I am running from or is it myself. -
myinkyfingers 12w
I was ready to build with you
A thing called life
I was thinking one day
You will call me your wife
I was gonna protect you
Not just in the bad time
I was gonna hold hands
through your darkest nights.
©myinkyfingers -
myinkyfingers 12w
On your behalf
Sad it was always what I was able to give
And never what you were ready to receive
Sad you never showed you cared at all
I was even ready to love on your behalf.
©myinkyfingers
