You are the cherry on top of white frosting, I'll always fight for, even knowing cherries leave an aftertaste, I was never fond of.
You are the last thread that holds the button of my favorite white shirt from falling , and perhaps also the only thread stiching love to my chest, although the piercings still bleed.
You the smell of shampoo, overpowering the smell of coffee on Sunday afternoons. You are folds on corner of " twenty love poems"
You are naps and music breaks on busy days. Oh, dank that! You are five extra minutes of sleep on winter morning bed.
You are perfect winged liner on the first go. You are first leaf of the seedling I have waited weeks to grow.
You are letters to shooting stars , And my childhood essay on " when I grow up".
You are, dinner, no, icecreams on nights of my heartbreak. You are sheets under which i hide on nights of my heartbreak. You are songs, no, silence on nights of my heartbreak. You are tissues, no, t shirt on nights of my heartbreak. You are deleted, no , archived photos on nights of my heartbreak. You are , you, on nights of my heartbreak.
You are an ocean of sad in which I swim tirelessly for happy inspiration. You are endless, yet so empty. You are everything, yet...
The walls of my room were screaming to me, I ran, I ran, I ran From your name, from your voices that echoed like a record tape put on repeat, I ran, I ran , I ran No! Don't shed a tear, For someone unworthy, unfaithful, untrue My body walls stretched in pain To hold in the clouds of loath I ran , I ran, I ran From the pictures deleted long backs, from memories that flashed in dreams, Nightmares I used to see with open eyes, I ran ,I ran, I ran From everything that reminded Of your eyes, lips, fingers, laugh, smile Smell of your perfume, Your lies , lies, lies, Hopes, hopes that were hoax
I ran, I ran ,I ran From you, But you have left Why how how why Is this a dream? Very bad dream? I pinch myself, Pinch pinch pinch Am I bleeding? Why doesn't it pain as much as my soul is aching? Where do I run? Where do I go. My life limbs have no strength; I sit No! Dont shed a tear, for someone who left, without turning back. My heart warned. It's in pain, But has still kept me alive I sit, State at the sky, dark blue, No stars, moon hiding behind clouds It's just like the day we met, I had once found the depths of your eyes in this sky.... Why do I see only hollow? Why why why I wish to scream, But wait? What if your sound sleep breaks? So , i shouldn't, for if I scream it will reach you, Miles miles miles away , where i won't reach anymore. My heart wishes to swallow this whole sky, for it has no more place to hold the pain. I wish to wrap my nerves , that only felt for you, around my throat, And end this drama, Which you left undone,
But how to forget, You were a Coward Coward, who left Coward, who lied
I hope you get a sound sleep, I hope you wake up with no skin cut, no eyes swelled in agony. I hope you never see what you did to me. I hope you never find me again.
I run I run I run But! Oh! Why these years No. No. No I am strong. I am unbreakable No. I won't break for someone like you, untrue.
I run I run I run From pages on which I inked poems on you, Which were of nothing but papers to you
I run i run i run From your lies lies lies
Look what you have done, Look what you did, I'm still at the same place, but running.