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  • natashalyall 7w

    Shulem

    Loving souls survive
    Beautiful people don’t stay
    Only memories do
    We connected seamlessly
    You are missed some way
    I don’t want to know why
    A togetherness when alone,
    Filterless connect of minds
    Broken souls heal together
    Sovereign plans
    Living in moments,
    Bonding in brokenness,
    Blessing in disguise,
    Learnings, memories
    So much to learn from you
    A blessing unseen
    May we heal someday
    Don’t judge the shape of my broken heart
    My brokenness is a better bridge for you
    To connect seamlessly
    Than my wholeness ever was to me,
    Got so much love, so much patience
    I’ve learnt so much from pain
    Pain is fuel for me
    It’s peace, Shalom

    ©natasha

  • natashalyall 17w

    Fall in Love
    Rise in Grace


    Once I bloomed on love given to my broken-hearted soul,
    Now I lie waiting on the grave of abandonment,
    I will rise, hope faith and love
    And the greatest of these is love
    Praying I rise in His Grace


    ©natashalyall

  • natashalyall 19w

    I’m trying

    And I promise I’m trying
    I’m trying to see how the trauma
    The hurt led me to writing
    To pouring out my soul
    How the cracks let in the light
    I’m still learning
    To see redemption in the broken
    Self of me, my life broken to pieces
    I’m trying I’m learning to love the pieces
    You never saw me as broken
    Even that’s how I saw myself
    In the end you couldn’t continue
    Trying to love me,
    Not because I existed in pieces
    But because I couldn’t bring to love myself to accept myself
    To accept what they were
    What hurt what existed
    Wanting to love and be loved in it
    You loved me in everything I was
    You taught me to find redemption
    in my brokenness,
    Now I found a way of learning
    In this coming undone


    ©natashalyall

  • natashalyall 19w

    My Living Hope

    Trust in Him at all times,
    Pouring my heart before Him,
    God is my refuge
    Somethings be spoken only to Him
    Telling Him all about it,
    He’s a safe trustworthy place,
    Let Him take care of the situation
    He sees it all and knows all about it, And He deeply cares, you can trust Him with it all,
    Something’s left said between Him and us alone,
    Love God deeply,
    Trusting only God,
    He will heal my heart,
    More than my myself
    God knows how I feel what I need,
    I love to sit quietly with Him,
    Spend time in His presence
    Amen


    ©natashalyall

  • natashalyall 19w

    Love Blessings

    A storm in my soul,
    Hope love hurt brokenness
    Why my soul chose to find yours
    Into hope and love, built memories
    And left alone to be haunted by them
    Hurtful Heartache in return of True love
    Empty promises, empty words
    Honesty trust understanding
    Why don’t we have enough of these
    Communication respect real love
    Moving on isn’t about not loving someone
    You’ll be surprised I truly love you,
    Love you so much,
    To even leave you, to give you what you wanted, the separation
    Unstoppable soulmate
    Not forgetting them
    It’s about the strength
    To let go because you love them
    To sacrifice yourself
    To give what they asked for,
    God’s gift my Blessing’s
    Strengthens my soul I still love you
    I won’t give you more pain
    I pray for your peace and healing
    I know that I’m broken
    And something’s remain broken
    You gave me a feeling of being loved
    when broken
    You loved me even though I’m broken
    Will forever thank the Lord for you
    From my core, God knows it all
    Never ending my love for you
    Like God’s love for us endless
    That’s how I choose to love you
    However far away
    I will always love you
    God bless you


    ©natashalyall

  • natashalyall 22w

    Respect in Love

    I respected you
    For kindling love in me again
    I respected you
    For loving a broken me
    I respected you
    For writing out your pain
    Pain is Fuel you wrote
    I respected you
    For helping me pour myself in words
    I respected you for being different from others
    I respected you for the grace which God gifted you
    To be the way you are with me
    I respected you that moment you said
    “I betroth thee unto me”
    I respected you to quietly abandon
    This soul that found your soul
    I respected you for being God’s man
    Now which is sold to the devil
    I still pray I’m wrong about devil
    And God wins over and over, Amen


    ©natashalyall

  • natashalyall 22w

    Exhale

    I would say I Love You
    Like it was a suicide note
    I would think of you for last time
    Like the last breath of life
    You didn’t just break my broken heart
    You crushed my soul breathless
    Leaving me to think
    How my prayers keep going up
    Nothing comes down except
    No will to live being haunted
    By your thoughts, your love


    ©natashalyall

  • natashalyall 22w

    Empty Love

    All the love I gave to you
    Should have given to myself
    Nothing that I did for you
    Was good enough to yourself
    I would fill you with my love again
    If you weren’t so hollow
    I would give you depths of my soul
    If you weren’t so shallow
    Empty love hits so deep
    Deception hurts to weep


    ©natashalyall

  • natashalyall 22w

    Love meanings

    My Love,
    Is it so easy to forget
    Love in all its forms
    Whatever we had together
    Can you forget so easily
    With a blink of your eye,
    With the passing moment
    I wonder was it really love,
    True meaning to love,
    Love can never be forgotten
    Love can never record wrongs
    Love can never judge
    Love does not abandon
    Love does not harm
    We love as God first loved us
    Love is patient, love is kind
    Love does not envy, love does not boast
    Love is not rude, love is not self seeking
    Love is not easily angered,
    It keeps no record of wrongs,
    To abandon the one we love
    Love always protects, always trusts
    Love always hopes, always perseveres
    Love never fails


    ©natashalyall

  • natashalyall 22w

    Soul to Satan

    This version of you created in my mind is not my responsibility
    You came as a healer
    Left as an abandoner
    Then continued as Satan
    How would love be in this
    Surviving or drowning,
    Was it even there,
    Was it just deception,
    Wrapped in words,
    Unkept promises
    Abandoned, heartlessness
    You are not my love now
    Just a helpless soul in devil’s arms
    Forgive my words
    Hurtful they are,
    But only the truth
    God’s mine and Devil’s yours


    ©natashalyall