Pain is only explained by itself, infact there exist no explanation.. helplessness may be used as a substitute but verily no synonym is able to describe it... And may be thy try to grade it's intensity
But there exists no scale There exists no scale for The very ache, The wounds it create, The parts it break, The lost smile, Tales they forsake, That silver line , The plastic shine, The lamenting eyes, Well! I am fine. The feeble beats, Sorrowful tweets, All she needs, The humble seeds. But broken heart, And shattered glass, Are not indisputably Far apart...
People believe that the chemistry between the sun and Moon is like _"they die for each other" but poles apart I not only believe that they do live for each other but also live with each other,,,,for even in the cruel dark hours it led the moon to shine... well no judgements are needed ...it's pretty simple that dawn and dusk witnesses the "GREY LINE"... THE ESSENCE OF DARKNESS DEFINES LIGHT AND THAT OF LIGHT DEFINES DARK.
2 days and there is still no news from the valley. Whole valley has been turned into a jail, no one is allowed to come out of his home. People are caged , no phone calls, no internet, even all tv channels have been disabled. Can't even imagine what the actual situation might b. Last spoke to my family 2 days back , still remember those words of my father " beta baat karte raho , 12 baje se calls b band hone wali hain" ( Son keep talking , don't disconnect the call, from 12 am all means of communications will b disabled). I m worried, restless, have gone through 2 sleepless nights and still don't know what my people are going through right now.
To the people who are celebrating our downfall saying that same thing happend to Kashmiri pandits some 30 years back ... let may say one thing first, you can not correct a wrong by doing another wrong. We still feel that pain of those brothers who were falsely made to leave valley. They did it in 1990 by creating fear in Hindu brothers and made them to leave their homes and they again did it in 2019 and made yatries , tourists and non locals to leave valley by creating fear and a drama of security threat. For kashmiri muslims they wanted pandit brothers to stay back their homes in 90 and wanted yatries to complete their pilgrimage now also. But alas Kashmiri muslims have always been at the receiving end. Official data says it was around 350 pandits who lost their lives in 90's but its more than one lakh muslims who have been killed , thousands are still missing, mass rapes have happend to muslim women , child abuses and what not. But still no one cares for us. I doubt if they even consider us as humans. Today they might have caged us but remember we have come through bad times earlier and are ready for the worst.( Let it b 1931 when 22 men complete a single azaan or Kunan poshpora when more than 100 women were raped or Bijbehara massacre when more than 50 people were killed by indiscriminate firing or many other occasions like 2008, 2010 or 2016), we have always stood up after every fall and we will stand up once again with our full might.