I wish I'd seen it before . Before it was too late . Before you were too deep in those non reciprocated feelings .
I can't believe I didn't see them in your eyes . Blindness wasn't the case , happiness was . I was so busy making plans for the future , they got unnoticed .
The way your eyes held a softer gaze when they met mine , The way you stole glances at me while everyone was laughing , The way you soothed me when nervousness hit me with its best shot . I missed it all . . . All of it .
I'm sorry I ran away from you , From the confrontation . Even though you didn't say the words , Hearing them through others wasn't better either .
You said you didn't want to break our friendship , You said you were fine . That you were okay . But now as I look at you , those chocolate brown eyes of yours spill it all .
What about me ? My feelings ? I'd asked many times but , But all my heart could say now is - " Our bond is special . He's special . You can't mess it up " . But I'm clearly ruining it all , ain't I ?
We both know we're going different paths . I'm so so happy for you . And I'm so so sorry that I'm hurting you . That I'm cutting you out of my life . It's for the best and I know you understand .
I should just say goodbye and go . But here I'm , standing on my toes to hug you . Probably for the last time . I don't wanna pull away , I don't wanna say goodbye . They are damn hard to say .
But I have to and so I do . " Please don't hate me ? " I say even though I think you'd do . " I won't . I can't " you say smiling . I didn't know that my tears would betray me and roll off my cheek and that I'd happily let them .
- Neon heart .
This was long bruh !
I want to tell you that it's kind of like a switch of point of view of my another work ' Goodbyes ' which is about a scene of farewell between a boy who loves more than he should and a girl who cares more than she should .
Tbh I like the other POV because I think it's more well penned . But I like this one too and maybe I'll edit it later .
Life isn't meant to be simple,not always going to be planned. And so we should remember to take opportunities where we can do all the things we want to work, write, travel,dance,sing,cook.
The dissonant chords and consonant chords dance in harmonically progressive orbits that create cloudy tempests. Don't let your winter arrive having not done anything.
I laugh some moments, marveling that I can make up stuff and convince people. But I embrace the deeper lesson that opportunity isn't so much something that shows up, as something to create. Don't wait for your life.
Life doesn't stop at only one or few windows. It does takes a lot of courage to realise this and much more courage to lose few things.
-Richa (pointingpoems) **SENDING POWER TO YOUR WAY**
There are days when your soul feels tired of its environment and the conditions it is presently in. You tend to get a feeling of just dropping everything right away and move somewhere else with a whole new different identity to start from.
Today's word is going to be something related to it.
Write a story, poem or quote on the topic farewell