just a gay boy who loves to run, write, and drink iced coffee, nothing special
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#clay #abuse #control #voodoo #writersnetwork #spring
i have had my clay in the wrong hands molded and scorched was their planmy strings plucked to their harmony a sun could show you the shadowsthat control me but the night hides everything the flicker of light that is my voice choked, by dust that I keep shutnow it is all i know, hoping no one voodoo’s me, waiting for the spring to feel clean.
#abuse #tired #eraser #puzzle #writersnetwork #fighting #ptsd #peace #mirakee
i want to explodelike you did slowly to my body for your pleasure, now you lure my pictures and you will always be the puzzle piece i want to muzzle. you don’t deserve peaceof mind, or hands to sign onto others because in my head you are snappable lead and I will be the eraser of your file, ped.
#writersnetwork #mirakee #shirt #love #vulnerable
i’m the shirt on your hangar will you pick me first so that maybe i can be your baby.warm and comforting hug yourself to feel me embrace i hope to cause the pink on your face.yellow leaves run the light the heart on your sleeve is vulnerable tonight.
swallow all the nails. #life #pain #nails #teeth #swallow #blood #mirakee @writersnetwork #life #poetry #thoughts
every day, is a new nail in my mouthscrew my teeth every time i think i found the bite, i end up back in the white. lacking color in my picture, i turn to friendsfor support, all they do is lend answers i did not ask for. my response is always sureeven with the blood dripping down, my canvas becoming loud in anger. it calms and softens after tears like a load in the wash i fold and feel it on my back still cold and wet. if this is what life has set for methen i should swallow all the nails. ©nleroy8
but at night we sparkle white. #night #stars #cloak #smoke #moon #sad #alone #mirakee @writersnetwork
i feel for the people who choose to be alonethey are healed with nothing to lose. just waiting for the night to light up the moon to seeits smoke everywhereto wear our cloak. strange how we wear dark in mourning but at night we sparkle white. maybe that is why there areso many starsthe wish they grant us is to join them far away. ©nleroy8
i was so calm before the storm hit. #panicattack #panicked #sad #scared #storm #hit #men #mirakee @writersnetwork
i panicked felt unnaturalfor somethingwith my name beingin it. i hit myself overand over natural instinct for men to do. i breathe but yet it won'tleave me. i was so calm before the storm hitmy wit could not get me through it. it was a blitz in this dark abyss no stars for meto wish. ©nleroy8
#poison #venom #teeth #life #bones #run #mirakee @writersnetwork
i have picked between many poisons and i amsurprised that i am notdone. living not dying always being bit by life's venomteeth in skin, bones crunchand i cannot run, yet i am not done. ©nleroy8
cloudy head ☁️☁️☁️#thoughts #sad #pain #cloudy #soap #storm #fiend #mirakee @writersnetwork
soap runs down to clean thoughts blow me up like a fiend. missing the r, i am lonely with plenty of company. i did not invite anyhere, they just play by ear. i fear they play too much they need to go, too many in thebunch. i just wash my body with my head being cloudy in this storm. ©nleroy8
i drink a lot of waterit runs in bodies so that's my hope.#run #impaired #water #gum #pain #sad #glue #mirakee @writersnetwork
i cannot run in my mind in a park or from problems. stuck like gumin hair, impaired all I think is that it isnot fair to me. i drink a lot of waterit runs in bodies so that's my hope. maybe some morphine can free me from painfulthoughts, they are old likemy heart on a cane that i constantly unfold and wearthat no one can see since i amglued to a chair. ©nleroy8
#love #lights #boyfriend #feel #mirakee @writersnetwork
i won't dim the lovejust the lights cause i only want to feel with him every night. ©nleroy8