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  • nur_hafizah 3w

    Why Won't They Talk To Me?

    Out of this zone, trying to see,
    I'm so alone, nothing for me,
    I guess I'll go home, try to be sane,
    Try to pretend, none of it happened.
    Oh, this old tree, lonely old me,
    Whoopsie-daisy, I thought I was happy.

    Out if this zone, now that I see,
    I don't need them and they don't need me,
    I guess I'll go home, try to be sane,
    Try to pretend, none of it happened.
    Destined to be, lonely old me,
    Whoopsie-daisy, I thought I was happy.

    Ah, why won't they talk to me?
    I thought I was happy.
    Why won't they talk to me?
    I thought I was happy.

    But I don't really care about it anyway,
    I wouldn't listen to a word any of them say,
    They just talk about themselves all day,
    One day I'll be a star, they'll be sorry.

    Ah, why won't they talk to me?
    I thought I was happy.
    Why won't they talk to me?
    I thought I was happy.

    @tameimpala

  • nur_hafizah 8w

    Breathe Deeper

    If you think I couldn't hold my own,
    Believe me I can!
    If it ain't so awful and we're all together, I can!
    Believe me, I can!
    If you think I couldn't roll with you,
    Believe me, I can!
    If ideally we should feel like this forever, I can!
    Believe me, I can!

    And she said, seems you're coming on,
    Breathe a little deeper.
    Should you need to come undone,
    And let those colors run.
    And she said, now you're having fun,
    So do this and get through this.
    And come find me when you're done,
    So we can be as one.

    If you think I couldn't hold my own,
    Believe me, I can!
    If you need someone to tell you that you're special, I can!
    Believe me, I can!
    If you need someone to carry on,
    Believe me, I can!
    If you think no one is feeling what you're feeling, I am!
    Believe me, I am!

    And she said, seems you're coming on,
    Breathe a little deeper.
    Should you need to come undone,
    And let those colors run.
    Now you're having fun,
    So do this and get through this.
    And until we see the sun,
    You're my number one.

    @tameimpala

  • nur_hafizah 16w

    Good night and good morning world

    The thing that I was afraid of just happened,
    And it happened right infront of my eyes,
    And I was just standing there, couldn't fix anything,
    Looking at my world going blue again,
    I could feel my cold tears falling again.

    I was hoping it wouldn't happen again this time, but it did,
    I guess right now I am just thinking,
    Why was I so afraid after all?
    Was it that special to lose it in this way that I can't handle it?
    Was I afraid that my past will happen again?
    Or it's just that I didn't like the way they left me, cause they could've done it in a better way?

    Whatever it is, it was the loneliest night ever for me,
    Neither I cried, neither I laughed,
    I had a smile, but I was dead inside.

    What's the point of thinking about it now?
    My overthinking mind was proven right, and still no one could've prove it wrong.
    Maybe I was just there feeling everything by myself?
    They were loving someone, and they are still loving them,
    I am another story,
    I was always another story!

    Those days were nice,
    To see kindness again in humans and joy in my eyes,
    I thought they both were dead,
    I miss those days now, where my world was being bright again,
    But now I wonder why they couldn't just not try to fix me,
    If they had to make me feel like I am a joke,
    They could've done better, but it's fine,
    I saw it coming, I just didn't expect that it was going to happen this way,
    And I didn't expect it to happen too soon.

    Anyway, it was a great time,
    Sitting and talking all night long,
    But then came the sun,
    They went back home,
    And it's hard for me to sleep again,
    I am just in this bright room trying to sleep..

    Now I am here trying to just write what I felt,
    But it became this, this imperfect poetry,
    I don't know if it's a poetry or just my feelings.
    Anyways, hope those people are happy now,
    Who were always questioning the reason of me smiling,
    But couldn't be happy for that smile,
    It's dead now, hope you can sleep peacefully,
    And again I do believe that no one nice exists.

    Thank you so much world.
    Good night to some, and good morning to others.

    ©nur_hafizah

  • nur_hafizah 16w

    Mateo My Love

    Never stood out in the crowd the way you do,
    Wish I could have some time alone with you,
    But the line is getting longer by the minute,
    And it's filled with pretty girls,
    With pretty girls that never been rejected,
    Yeah, it's filled with pretty girls,
    That never heard the words "I'm not interested".

    Never see you on your own, but you're alone,
    Don't know why the need to fix you turns me on,
    Think whoever took your heart is gone forever.
    And now all the pretty girls,
    Now all the pretty girls, they wanna love you,
    Hurting all the pretty girls,
    That never heard the words "It's not about you".

    I act so cool but that's not me,
    Still not the one you choose to see,
    I don't ever wanna let you go, no.
    Mateo, Mateo, Mateo, my love.
    You always look for something new,
    I hope I get my turn with you,
    I don't ever wanna let you go, no.
    Mateo, Mateo, Mateo, my love.

    What about my pride?
    Never been chasing but I'm chasing now, no.

    Love,
    Love makes you wild,
    Know you will beat the best I ever had, no.

    What about my pride?
    Never been chasing but I'm chasin' now, no.

    Love,
    Love's gonna hurt,
    Yeah, I promise the world's gonna burn if you choose her

    I act so cool but that's not me,
    Still not the one you choose to see,
    I don't ever wanna let you go, no.
    Mateo, Mateo, Mateo, my love.
    You always look for something new,
    I hope I get my turn with you,
    I don't ever wanna let you go, no.
    Mateo, Mateo, Mateo, my love.

  • nur_hafizah 21w

    Everything I wanted

    I had a dream,
    I got everything I wanted.
    Not what you'd think,
    And if I'm being honest,
    It might've been a nightmare,
    To anyone who might care.

    Thought I could fly,
    So I stepped off the Golden.
    Nobody cried.
    Nobody even noticed.
    I saw them standing right there,
    Kinda thought they might care.

    I had a dream,
    I got everything I wanted,
    But when I wake up, I see,
    You with me,
    And you say,
    "As long as I'm here no one can hurt you.
    Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to.
    If I could change, the way that you see yourself,
    You wouldn't wonder why you're here, they don't deserve you."

    I tried to scream,
    But my head was underwater.
    They called me weak.
    Like I'm not just somebody's daughter.

    Could've been a nightmare,
    But it felt like they were right there.
    And it feels like yesterday was a year ago,
    But I don't wanna let anybody know.
    Cause everybody wants something from me now,
    And I don't wanna let them down.

    If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
    Would I do it again?
    If they knew what they said, would go straight to my head,
    What would they say instead?
    If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
    Would I do it again?
    If they knew what they said would go straight to my head,
    What would they say instead?

    @BillieEilish

  • nur_hafizah 25w

    Test Drive

    She don't wanna tell lies,
    She don't wanna tell lies,
    She just wanna feel alive,
    She just wanted more time,
    I'm looking for a long ride,
    She just want a test drive,
    Now you on the west side,
    I'll see you in the next life.

    What do you want, babe?
    I don't like when you taunt me!
    You've been calling the wrong line!
    I say who do you want, babe?
    I'm working on my name!
    I'm hoping you do the same.
    You got me afraid again,
    So let me just pray again.

    You're gonna jump through hoops,
    Know how many lines you drew,
    No matter when you lose,
    Everything I've done for you.

    Waiting on a sacrificial life,
    Waiting on the ones who didn't fight,
    I told you not to waste my fucking time,
    I told you never sing that song you like.

    She don't wanna tell lies,
    She don't wanna tell lies,
    She just wanna feel alive,
    She just wanted more time,
    I'm looking for a long ride,
    She just want a test drive,
    Now you on the west side,
    I'll see you in the next life.

    @Joji

  • nur_hafizah 25w

    Yeah Right

    Imma fuck up my life,
    Imma fuck up my life,
    We gonna party all night,
    She don't care if I die,
    Yeah right, yeah right!

    Yeah, I bet you won't cry,
    Yeah, I bet you won't try,
    But you know I don't mind!

    Yeah you bet I know that she ain't never give a single fuck about me,
    Yeah, you bet she know that we ain't never gonna be together, I see,
    Yeah, you bet I go to see you when I'm feeling like a drum without a beat,
    Yeah, you dance so good, and I think that's kinda neat.

    What you know about love?
    What you know about life?
    What you know about blood?
    Bitch, you ain't even my type!
    Yeah right, yeah right!

    Yeah, you know I feel right,
    Yeah, you living right now,
    She don't ever pick sides!

    I'm overthinking my pride,
    But I don't gotta look nice,
    She just digging my ice!
    She just digging my ice!

    Yeah right, yeah right!

    @Joji

  • nur_hafizah 27w

    Mr. Unhappy

    Why do you want me to be what I could never be?
    Why do you want me to act like I was another man?
    You always say I'm crazy, then why do you stay with me?
    Oh, tell me why?

    Mister Unhappy
    Mister Always Angry
    Mister Always Sad
    Mister Dissatisfied
    Tell me what to do
    So I could be with you
    Tell me how to be
    So you could love me

    I tried to behave for you
    Just so you would not argue
    I changed my personality
    So you treat me with decency
    My feisty temper doesn't agree
    With your perfect Idea of me
    You even made a proposition
    That I should be on medication
    Remind me what you love about me, Mister

    Mister Unhappy
    Mister Always Grumpy
    Mister always cool
    Mister often cruel
    You're the one saying "need some serious, serious fixing"
    But who the hell are you to tell me what to do?

    Now it's over and I feel like a newborn child
    I see hope and beauty in the little patches of grass
    You almost made me be like one of your sad fantasies
    You almost made me feel like I wasn't with you
    No more wasting my life with you, Mister

    Mister Superficial
    Mister "I am so special"
    Mister "Something's wrong"
    Let me sing you a song!
    Mister Unhappy and Angry
    Mister Sad and Dissatisfied
    Mister controlling and mind fucking
    Grumpy and Complexity
    Mister cool, mister often cruel
    You're so unhappy and lonely
    Always saying "something is wrong with me"
    Well, something is wrong with you, man
    Because ever since it's over between you and I
    I feel so... amazing!

    Mister Unhappy...
    Why didn't you let me be?

    @Julie Delpy

  • nur_hafizah 29w

    Cause I'm a man

    Like a brutal autumn sun,
    It dawns on me, what have I done?
    Saying sorry ain't as good as saying why,
    But it buys me a little more time,
    Lost in the moment for a second time,
    Each fucking doubt I make, unleash a cry,
    I'm just pathetic, that's the reason why,
    In desperation, all that you can do is ask me why.

    Cause I'm a man, woman,
    Don't always think before I do,
    Cause I'm a man, woman,
    It's the only answer I've got for you.

    Cause I'm a man, woman,
    Not often proud of what I choose,
    I'm a human, woman,
    A greater force I answer to.

    Once again, as it takes a hold,
    I am aware, I'm not in control,
    You see, I have a conscience and it's never fooled,
    But it's prone to being overruled,

    You wanna know what I always think I'm bind by,
    You never accept defeat or let it slide,
    But I have no voice if I don't speak my mind,
    My weakness is the source of all my pride,
    I'll tell you why.

    Cause I'm a man, woman,
    Don't always think before I do,
    Cause I'm a man, woman,
    That's the only answer I've got for you.

    Cause I'm a man, woman,
    I'll never be as strong as you,
    I'm a human, human,
    A greater force I answer to.

    @Tame Impala

  • nur_hafizah 29w

    Borderline

    Gone a little far,
    Gone a little far this time for something,
    How was I to know?
    How was I to know, this high came rushing?

    We're on the borderline,
    Caught between the tides of pain and rapture,
    Possibly a sign,
    I'm gonna have the strangest night on Sunday.

    There I go,
    Quite a show for a loner in L.A.
    Asking how I managed to end up in this place,
    And I couldn't get away.

    We're on the borderline,
    Dangerously far and all forgiven,
    There's gonna be a fight,
    Gonna be a price to pay on Monday,
    (If you and I get comfortable).

    We're on the borderline,
    Caught between the tides of pain and rapture,
    Then I saw the time,
    Watched it speeding by like a train.

    Will I be known and loved?
    Is there one that I trust?
    Starting to sober up.
    Has it been long enough?
    Will I be known and loved?
    Little closer, close enough.
    I'm a loser, loosen up.
    Set it free, must be tough.

    Will I be known and loved?
    Is there one that I trust?
    If there's room, room for doubt,
    As within, as without.

    Will I be so in love?
    Getting closer, close enough.
    Shout out to what is done.
    R.I.P. here comes the sun.

    Gone a little far,
    Gone a little far this time with something,
    How could I have known?
    How was I to know this life get no shame,
    I said, "Come with me outside"
    I need to clear my mind.
    This weight is crushing.
    Do you see the light, oh,
    Coming from their eyes,
    Oh no,
    And I couldn't get away.

    We're on the borderline,
    Gets me every time,
    These close encounters,
    Just to know I can,
    Once again, I am alone.

    Will I be known and loved?
    Is there one that I trust?
    Starting to sober up.
    Has it been long enough?
    Will I be known and loved?
    Little closer, close enough.
    I'm a loser, loosen up.
    Set it free, must be tough
    (I was fine without ya).

    Will I be known and loved?
    L.A. really messed me up,
    And it isn't cut and dry.
    Conversation, well I tried,
    (I was fine without ya)

    Will I be? Stay right here.
    Any closer, bad idea.
    Shout out to what is done.
    R.I.P. here comes the sun.

    Will I be known and loved?
    Is there one that I trust?
    Starting to sober up.
    Has it been long enough?

    @Tame Impalas