When we pray !!
Often I'm hurt , rare I'm glad ,Spreading smile today Overwhelmed laying in bed !! The good , is it really there ? Those people often say , we do care !! Oh yes , you love me the most ?Where hurting , cursing is all that you show !! What matters here ? What should be my say ? Stay or let go , just remembering one- other when we pray !!©nyra___
Sleepy head , coffee in hand ; Broken heart ? Go get your notepad !!©nyra___
कल खवाईश कीआज बारिश हुई यूं भिगाकर हमेंफोटो संग खिचा गई
राते हसीन ...
रातों की क्या बात करते हो ?रात ही तो हसीन है , यहां मै यहां तुम ,बस इजहार की कमी हैं ।।©nyra___
As it is !!
Its not easy To ignore , What you want ,When you can What you felt When you met ,What you seeWhen in dreams ,But sometimes it has to be As it is !!Numb , unaccepted , unknown !! Like a deaf man listening songs !!©nyra___
Words may fail !!
It feels empty inside , Everytime everywhere !! When there's nothing to hide , But a lot to be shared !!When words may fail ,Though feeling could hear !!On my way , If the end is near !!©nyra___
I feel as if ; I'm made to understandBut not to be understood !!©nyra___
Holy damn , what a scam !!Not my type , go find someone tannedA nigga in my way , baby boo you dickYou're just a trash , please someone begg this sick !!©nyra___
Kya tum meri dost banogi ?Clg jane ke 2 mahine baad mne tumhe dekha thaM wha kahin kone m apne dosto k sath betha hi thaKi tum wha se guzariGuzari jaise meri saansein tham gyiMere liye to tum kuch apni si lagi ,Mano mere liye hi aayi ho Nazrein tumse hataye na hati ,Maann kr rha tha tumhare pass jauOr puch lu , Puch lu ki kya dost banogi meri ? Ha ha apko b lgra hoga jaise y pehli nazar vala pyar hlekin yakeen maniye aisa kuch nahi hume to sirf dosti thi krni !! Agar sath nibhane wala dost mil jaye to pyar ki to zaroorat hi kise ?Us waqt mera haal bhi kuch aisa hi tha , Mujhe sirf usse dosti krne thi or kuch nahi Ha us waqt to mujhe mauka ni mila Magar ladko ko to jante hi hain aap ?Kya samjhe ?Phir kya mne uske bare me pta lga na shuru kraaur phir ustak ek msg pohchayaMujhe malom hai tumhare zindagi m bhot dost hain , phir b kuch puchna chahta hukya us zindagi me meri dosti k liye jagah hogi ?Thoda cheesy ho gya tha na ?Magar mujhe kaha smjh thi tab !!Wo ladka tumse dosti krna chatha hai - uske dost ne bola .Dosti ? Sunke has padi !Shayad aap b has hi rahe honge !!Ha to suniye Dosti ? Aise kaise dosti ?Ab kya h ajkl dosti ko loge ne dosti tk kaha choda hai !Fir bhi kuch umeed si thi ki ha hi bolegiAb apka bhai bhi kam smart nahiAise kaise , hume na bolegi ?Pr jawab wo mila jo mujhe manzoor na tha NahinBade hi seedhe saaf lafz m boli nahin , Ab smjh na aye ki aage kya karuHa rejected hu pr , ku na firse try karu ? To aab sem guzar gaya janab , Pr dosti na hui Kbhi kuch kbhi kuchMeri to bus fat ti hi rahi , To ek din hua yun Ke khud hi bol padiKu peeche peeche aate ho tum ,Usne to meri hi le li !!Ab smjh na aya ki bolu kya ?Peeche to tha , pr mai karu kya? Ab tym b tha ye last chance hi sahi ,Aaj bol hi du , kya pta aaj ho jao meri ?Dosti karni thi aapse , sirf dosti or kuch nahi ,Ke kuch apni si lagi tum, kuch mere jaisi !!Ha jabardasti nhi , bus puch sakta hu Ha ya na Dost banogi meri ?©nyra___
Classmates ? Never knew much about him He was like those naughty undisciplined chicks !!Daddy's money , richie- rich !! Hey cute girl I like you and your lips .Okay I see , but I'm not into this ?Don't want any , no risks no diss !! But this guy here , was arrogant enoughBlocked many times , still poking too much !!Well I was frustrated , though enjoyed this wayWas not that bad , we chatted for days !!But hey listen dude , I'm not into you Please block me or I'll do it to you !!So now he's blocked , by by my dear, Life goes on , no hurt no tears !! ©nyra___
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A Beautiful Day
Okay so you were not interested to attend that partyHow boring? Still no choice !! After 30 minsHair done, liner done ,earings done Dress done, makeup done, all was done.Looking pretty beta ! My aunt said,Thanks a lot , foundation helped.Posing for cameras , InstagoodWhat a pic dude , delighted my mood High heels with rainy weather was a bad choiceAlong with long duppatta , extremely wrong choiceAlmost slipped , eyes wee closedSave me god , send someone knownFelt someone holding me ,Still for some time , staring meOpened my eyes was a handsome oneThose pretty eyes , I was done.Heartbeat fastened , blood running out of laneMake Him mine , I said to my brainWhat a romantic seen,my friend flashed againAnd that snapshot just , breaked our playAlas Helped me !! Asked you okay?Absolutely not , please be my baeThanks I'm good had to sayOh My God ! What a beautiful day.©realme8
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A Beautiful Soul
Like a Beautiful song ,a beautiful soulMy life , just made it glow.That time is irreplaceableNo judgements , It was comfortableSomeone, who matched my thoughtsIn a glance , it was all !!But how can't this be complicatedGuilty thoughts , felt it stupid May god bless me with such beautiful soulsIf not today , I am okay being alone ! Future roles want this more , Bless me god with such beautiful souls©gunjita
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Close your doors
Sitting in the dark , crying on the groundHurting from inside, happy for the out.Standing in the crowd , still feeling aloneOh my friend ! you brought it home.Now what I do , is only to sleep Having my legs , underneath my sheet.I am not good, I am not worthy ,The negatives won , defeating positivity .Get up from the bed , my body is painingGet out of my head , my life is ruiningIt's been months since I brought it home,But its enough to suffer, you gotta leave my homeThe willpower worked, those affirmations helped Now I am , my true self again.Life is simple , days are normalOver-thinking gone, I feel more younger.Close your doors, never bring it homeCause it never goes , you have to make it go.©realme8
The Best life , get those vibesDays are happy , Nights are brightAlways positive , my life has changedI am happy, I enjoy my daysEveryone here has some good to offer !Just a matter of vision , don't be a cowardYes I know the past was sadThey broke your trust , you felt very badBut embrace goodwill , expect less,See world differently , you'll be blessed.Forget the past , no future worriesContinue hard work , make it gloryLife is a journey , we all live inSharing happiness let's enjoy this.©gunjita