It reminded me how close I was, to everything I could have had. It reminded me of a vague line, between expectations and possibilities. It reminded me, how I was always wrong, how I always had to take a U turn. It reminded me how dad said again and again, life's not that generous with her second chances. It reminded me of a blind trust of a young woman in love, people, universe, oh what not! It crippled me all over again, as if life was replaying itself right there in front of my eyes. Of how I was always late and a heart that was always drunk. How careless my footsteps were, how believable those uncertainties. But now I've learnt to play safe and to count my breaths. A heart had been tamed and shed some tags.
Still I missed a bus, just standing few yards far away. __________________________________________________
I grew up. my perception too. out of the blue, towards the blues. __________________________________________________