It's only when you start realising the power of lonliness, you start realising the worth of silence.
In this chaotic world, we are all loosing connection, connection with our own selves.This noisy external world today has hindered the peace within and soon we would all realise that the peace which we seek for; would come from the most melodious song ever- silence! When you are quiet, you start feeling the world around, you start understanding things humans are scared to say, you start experiencing the divinity of the universe within you and above everything you start being your own self! When you learn to embrace the silence within, the noise outside ironically becomes peaceful. You learn the art of living in your own space and giving others their personal space. The world is too much with us today, we need to find the solace in silence, away from miseries, away from happiness, far away from the world, but close to our own soul!
One day when the birds would sing in silence, you would hold the power to hear them, somewhere when hearts would bleed in silence you would have the courage to heal them, someday when your body would be nowhere but at rest, your soul would still exist, deep in armour of silence!
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We are all moving ahead, with pain in hearts and smiles on faces, with hopes on life and no regrets of past! Carrying the baggages of memories, we are walking on an uncertain path, with no directions, no assurance, no certainty! We are all fighting our own battles; Some are fighting with rest of the world, some with their own selves!
But deep down, we all know, good shall come! For those who witness the rains are always entitled for sunshine! When you feel your existence being questioned by your own self, take a deep breath, relase all the insecurities into the cosmos and keep going ahead. Your prayers are being heard and looked upon.
Take the moment, embrace it and see how this universe showers upon you all the strengths and wisdom you deserve!
And I am in complete amaze! Amazement of how strong I have grown as an individual.
There were days when I would feel like those clouds are showering pain upon me instead of rain, days were I used to sit staring the blank pages of life, absolutely doing nothing. How I used to sit and question my own self of why am I so affiliated to sorrows in life and why does happiness not become my thing.
But look at how I have changed, how we have changed, how the world has changed! These vibes of being emotionally weak, yet so strong has become my strength! Obviously I cannot do without people I love, but now I have started loving the story of no one staying and trust me these stories of life are the best lessons, beacuse always make a note, 'things which hurt you the most, will fuel your growth the most'
Few words, Cannot make a difference in everyone's life But those same few words Can definitely make a huge difference in someone's life!
Stay happy, keep smiling and the world is yours!
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Probably yes, I have changed! For now; I feel things in depth I crave for peace not attention I hold on what deserves to be I let go what chokes me I find positivity attractive And silence though destructive; still seems to be melodious!
And hence now I can contemplate on how precious people are, how valuable moments can be and how beautiful existence is. Pain and joy both go unshared, brave is my soul holds on everything without a frown! And life, surprisingly has become a perfect flaw
P.S: (with decreasing number of my posts, you all can already make out i am running out of time these days, for all the amazing co-writers I whole heartedly apologize for ignorning your beautiful write-ups! I shall try my best to respond to all the tags and mentions as early as possible!)
Let's die For we have lived too much For this heart can't bear anymore twinge For I've stretched all my wings of my possibilities to survive Like Charles Bukowski said " Find what you love and let it kill you" Here I'm as I found you and yes you have killed my soul and sabotaged my heart and now I wanna die, for you have almost killed me I'm alone and I find my blood rushing out of my body for the body needs to get free from this blood that you own So, yeah Bukowski was right And so were you, that you could have me whenever you wished to And now I don't wanna see you succeed so i think I'd rather die, in this open sky upon the rose bushes amid your arms and for me, yes, for me I'll die I'll die
Things changed when you were no longer amused by my stupid jokes. I thought my humour was the main magnet to pull you towards me. I felt I was the clown in the circus, whom everyone loves to see and get entertained with but no one wants to get close to him . My own laughter disgusted me each time someone tried to make me laugh . I was so busy making you laugh that I forgot what my own smile looked like . Self-love is an underrated word to explain this. I guess it was more of "self-neglect". The realisation of you getting bored of me hit me more harder than your betrayal did. How does it feel to be thrown away when you are no longer needed? I can't explain it . You will never understand it . Now I see you dining with different girls, roaring your guts out in glee while here I am, sipping nojito in silence , the ice cubes break like pieces of my heart . I'm drinking a mixture of tears and sour lime , cursing myself for doing so much for a worthless soul like you . My fate doesn't let me weep in peace for the girl next to me is sniffling for the past twelve minutes. Her drink is barely touched and her eyes reddened. I want to tell at her to get a life and turn my face away , not wanting to be a nurse to anyone's wound anymore. But then this conscience of mine gives me a mental shake and I give out a resigned sigh . Using the index fingers of my two hands , I push up my frown into a smile and turn towards her .
You might be unfazed by my misery , but I'm not letting another one feel the same .
~ In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you. ~ ..Mr. Darcy (The very majestic Jane Austen; 'Pride and Prejudice')