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  • pavan11 1d

    A victory lies not mere in celebration
    For me, it's above that-
    "A defeat without any manifestation"...

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  • pavan11 1d

    "Be competent to receive everything you deserve"..

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  • pavan11 4d

    When she called my name
    And paused for a while
    I saw projection of words
    In her eyes...

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  • pavan11 4d

    तेरी हर इक चाल से वाक़िफ़ हूॅं मैं,
    गुंजाइश बस आज़माने की है ।

    ©pavan11

  • pavan11 5d

    From 17 to 23,
    I was mad in love with her.
    From 23 to 25,
    I am compensating all the emotional loss.
    Now,balanced somehow to some extent,
    I will reflect on how to proceed ahead.
    Meanwhile,she's got 2 years of "Work-experience",
    And I've got 2 years of "World-experience"
    She earned,
    And I learned.
    What made difference are not the years,
    But the lack of wisdom to live very life.
    When she advised 'Move on'
    What she confessed implicitly that,
    "You were stuck,not loved."

    ©pavan11

  • pavan11 1w

    Though opener has failed to start well,
    May it's life or cricket.
    The one who yields victory at the end,
    Is a real "Match-Winner"....

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  • pavan11 1w

    When you find better substitute for a person,you substitute it in no time..It might be fair to do in sport..But in terms of emotion it is not fair enough to so..You can easily substitute a person for your present needs..However,the emotions of a former person could remain intact with you in many ways,in which you also had participated voluntarily..Well, you always have right to avail freedom,but you should be sensible enough to know the ambits of freedom..Thought is agile and emotions are little sappier for a layman and if one fails to match the co-ordination of both..You can hinder his course of life in every possible way..I will neither blame you nor I would say you betrayed me..Leave or go but on a sensible note..so that you can take pride to move ahead and the person whom you left could also live his life with content..What you are right now is your karma,and what your karma is,the luggage of memory you are carrying with you,out of this you tend to perform the action..If you have such a memory which obstructs your action invariably,you will not attempt your best in everything..Psychology Says-:"You can only hate that person whom you once loved",it's almost a fact with 99% probability..But it never happened and will never happen in my case..You did what you wanted to..I got what I deserved to..None can change how I am inherently..You blocked me from everywhere,you told them to block me who were associated with me..But you can't block me within you..My existence there will remain eternal and perpetual..This is not a emotional statement..Go and acquaint yourself with the term "Runanubandha"..

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  • pavan11 2w

    If evanescent possessions & accumulated identities
    Are the only measure of Success,
    Then I am a perpetual Failure..

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  • pavan11 5w

    Being alive you can put efforts,
    Being dead you can't even wish to...

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  • pavan11 5w

    Being spiritual first and then broken !
    You know, what a terrifying & tormenting journey is thereafter,
    You know,she betrayed you,
    You know,why & how she did this,
    You can't behave rude at this,
    You can't be frivolous to throw tantrum at this
    You know,what it means to love to let her go,
    You know it's none of business to stalk that person again & again,
    You know,it's no of use to text that person again & again,
    You know ,it pokes you when u look at her,
    She doesn't even look at you, being very front of you,
    She meets intentionally with her bf in front of you,
    She can't even remember her ultimate promises & life-taking dialogues,
    You can't articulate,how challeging it was during lockdown,
    You were there at home on your own,
    You revolved around same person for 6 years
    Psychologically,Emotionally,Physically,energy-wise,
    Now it's time to exit gracefully from all entries which had been taken profoundly,
    You also know that to seek instant motivation and pretend to move on is not worth to attempt,
    You can perceive what,why & how it's happening,
    It's not a girl who is making you suffer,
    Seat of experience is within you,
    But play of memory reminds you of your incompetency of being on spiritual path,
    Try whichever way you can,
    Whatever you have perceived from all your sense organs while long affair,
    It takes it's own time to dissipate,

    "I indulged in being shelter of your love,
    I thought it's a perpetual shelter,
    Then I exposed to real sunlight,
    Believe me,I didn't need any shelter thereafter"..

    ©pavan11