Mirakee
Unsaid Wishes
I wish i could tell you how much i miss
you and how these memories are a
constant reminder of your absence.
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penning_down_mythoughts
11w
Read MoreI wish i could tell you
how your departure left
a permanent mark of
not trusting anyone again
I wish i could tell you
how you your touch still
lingers on my body and
everyday i try to scrub it of
and i hate it how i think of
you touching another girl just
like the way you touched me.
I wish i could tell you how I
still remember your smile
and it warms my heart.
I wish i could tell you how i search
for you in crowded streets and my
hands itching to hold yours.
I wish i could tell you how i
run back again and again to our
favourite spot near that lake
and find bits and pieces of our
love lying there and how i see
flashback of our fights and search
for that one sign where you behaved
like you were slipping away.
I wish i could i tell you how december
nights reminds me of our cozy moments
soaking up the christmas vibes under
the blankets and jamming to justin's mistletoe.
I wish i could tell you how much i miss
you and how these memories are a
constant reminder of your absence
and that the pain never goes away
and how departures are hard to accept.
I wish i could tell you how much
it hurts me to see you living without me
like i never existed in your life and
you never really loved me.
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You were there.
I was there too.
But the only difference was
there was so much distance
between you and me,
that i felt nothingness
in every part of me and
I could hardly decipher
what was happening.
The taste of brokenness
even being with you was so so terrible.
And your habit of hiding things
from me was a kind of betrayal
every fucking time.
So, i did the only exception.
I hid myself from you
in a different world
where even your shadow
would get lost in its way
of finding me if you
tried someday.
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I never tasted bitterness.
And then you came along.
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People say i am heartless
and that i fall out of
love way too fast,
whenever i get hurt.
So when it came to you
the tables turned.
The day you left saying
that I was not enough and
my love was a burden and
that you needed to be free,
i stayed quiet wondering
what had went wrong.
I never asked you to stay
for i thought maybe
it was my mistake.
I have loved you way too hard.
Its been six summers and
still i find myself stuck
on your thoughts just
like my favourite song.
Everybody said we were
not meant to be and that
i should move on but
every night i buried
myself in the ashes
of your thoughts with every
cigarette i smoked.
I wish i could be back
to the same version
of my myself as i was
before i met you.
I wish i could unlove you.
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I want to hold onto you till the day i dont remember you anymore.
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I was so blinded by your love.
I never prepared myself for your departure.
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If there is no pain,
it can never be love.
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I don't miss you
but i miss your presence.
I miss your oddly comforting warmth.
I miss your smell which was
satisfying in a strange way.
I miss the gap of your fingers where
my fingers used to fit in perfectly.
I don't miss you
but i miss the brown of your eyes
always reminding me of a pool
of honey and calmness,
in which i was always ready to dive in
to soak in the sweetness and peace.
I miss the feel of your touch
which used to evoke something
inside me to love you more.
I don't miss you but
i miss your charming smile,
that one crooked teeth
peeking from behind.
I miss your arms hugging me
during my weakest hours
and merry moments.
And just like this
i miss everything about you
but sadly i don't miss you.
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Sometimes we put up
with people intentionally
who mercilessly continue
to annihilate our soul
only for the sake of love.
And how wonderfully
we often forget the chasm
between being loved
and living with the pain.
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himanshi_sharma
75w
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1- // Nobody told me
that how long it takes to get over
someone ,
you loved so ardently. //
Greet my smile and I'll make you happy
but if you kept watching
you will sink into my mind .
My thoughts like a hovering dawn mist
befallen after a summer storm ,
surround you all in.
It's amazing what we're capable of
when in love ,
Soul re-settings to thoughts rearranging.
2- // Nobody told me
that we poets are made of misery
and in order to remind
others their humanity ,
we gulp it all up. //
We always say have a look around
and let gratitude be your guide
while we write and die ,
People live.
We suffocate ,
they breathe .
3- // Nobody told me that
we are mere words ,
hanging on the wall's of others
like trophies . //
Our words like a warm coffee in the winters
protect and comfort others in grief.
We inspire others to create masses
and bury pieces of ourselves
in the palms of everyone who leaves .
©himanshi_sharma// Nobody told me
that we poets are made of misery
and in order to remind
others their humanity ,
we gulp it all up. //
We always say have a look around
and let gratitude be your guide
while we write and die ,
People live.
We suffocate ,
they breathe .
©himanshi_sharma -
asthasethi
78w
Even the shadow leaves in darkness then why not our memories ?
©asthasethi -
archieved_emotions
111w
Living in present has become so difficult these days. Either we keep dwelling in memories of past or keep on weaving future stories.
~ Priyanka Ahuja -
There were needles
Big and tiny
Strewn across the floor
Between you and me
I was afraid to tread
And come to you
Knowing I'd be pricked
And you would too.
We'd share stories and ideas
Movies and songs
How alike were our minds
We felt no wrong.
Slowly we shared
The fables of our hearts
The agony and the pain
Its dispersed shards
Unaware, I had stepped ahead
Amidst the whirlpool of emotion
I did not feel the needles prick
Nor any caution.
Perhaps, the needles heard us
And all the words unsaid
Perhaps they marched up our bodies, one by one
And gawked at the beating red
They didn't pierce them
And leave them to bleed
Instead, they carried the two to each other
And stitched till they could, as one, breathe.
Now, they both beat
In one melody
In one motion
In one body
For, I am you
And you are me
Maybe, that's how it's meant to be.
~BanaNat
