perfidious_soul

Je suis ce que je suis!!

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  • perfidious_soul 13h

    Shame is just a
    tatted, laced, flimsy veil
    I adorn to deceive this world
    Whereas all I wanna do is to
    douse myself in your
    salacious rain and slither
    on you all furled!

    ©perfidious_soul

  • perfidious_soul 16h

    'The truth will set you free' they said,
    but does it really?
    If yes,
    then how come it got me all tangled up in a web of unwanted sorrows and mysteriously horrid miseries?
    If yes,
    then how come I feel like every ounce of my self respect went down the drain and all I'm left with is a body, breathing but with no emotions, no love, no desires, just a body with functioning arms and legs, my eyes just see without any vision, my ears hear but all they can hear is my mind's chaos, my nose smells only the blood that drips from my veins, my mouth it just there, sealed, my skin, numb, doesn't feel anything but pain, it's like none of the senses working. Why do I feel so?
    If yes,
    then how come I feel like an anchor tied to my feet, my hands tied up, blindfolded and my mouth stuffed with unsaid feelings and choking on the words that my heart wanted to spill but never did, and drown in my own pool of tears, deeper and deeper, darker as in fall in my own eyes.
    If yes,
    then why am I feeling the way I am, the way I'm not supposed to feel or is this is the way everything's meant to be and am I supposed to feel this way? Is everything as it's intended to be?
    The truth does not set you free. It makes you die a slow and painful death every single day. Day after day after day. Truth is overrated. It doesn't set you free. It kills you, leaves you feeling worthless. Truth is a satanic verse which leaves your soul marred.


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    A deceptive truth
    weighs and hurts much more than a
    conspicuous lie.

    ©perfidious_soul

  • perfidious_soul 1d

    So just let me be,
    soaked in the heinous filth to the hilt,
    covered, entombed with
    the remains of the carcasses
    that I once mutilated and buried.

    Just let me be,
    brewing in my shameful,
    despicable conducts,
    haunted by all the ghosts of my past
    I once troubled and
    bottled them in my soul.

    Just let me be,
    intoxicated with the pungent,
    poignant life,
    inhaling the piquant scent
    of my own blood dripping
    from my nose that I once wiped
    and cleaned with a pathetic smile.

    So, I cut myself not wanting to bleed life,
    but craving to weep scarlet tears of strife;

    Hoping that these hopeless trinkles
    would take along with them
    my pain,
    (a vain attempt to make me feel sane)
    my anguish,
    (just so that I can sleep, a lame wish)
    my morbid thoughts,
    (I keep dreaming about self
    destruction plots)
    But I cut myself and I bleed life.

    So, just let me be,
    just let me bleed.

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    So, just let me be,
    just let me bleed.
    ©perfidious_soul

  • perfidious_soul 1d

    Searching hard for my
    inner sanctum i got lost
    in heart's labyrinth.

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  • perfidious_soul 2d

    Moon.
    Enigmatic, auroral.
    Mocking, pretending, reflecting.
    Ingloriously glorious, prevailing melancholy.
    Providing, destroying, absorbing.
    Vivacious, insidious.
    Sun.
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  • perfidious_soul 2d

    The nest of my lecherous desires
    rest on your lips that taste like
    little drops of heaven,
    I hope, for these unchaste thoughts,
    my sins would be forgiven.

    The touch of your calm fingers
    fuel my chaos as they run over
    my scrumptious skin,
    they make me want to be devoured
    so that I feel pain and pleasure akin.

    I toss and turn reminiscing about
    the kiss that seemed ordinary
    yet so extraordinary,
    every word, every syllable
    dripping from those lips were
    sweeter than any berry.
    ©perfidious_soul

  • perfidious_soul 2d

    Word Prompt:

    Write a 10 word micro-tale on Envy

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    I envy all those lips that take your name.

  • perfidious_soul 2d

    Caught in this clobbered
    web of life,
    I breathe,
    I heave,
    I live;
    I inhale the time left in time,
    just in time for my heart
    to skip a beat and into a
    blissful sleep,
    I dive.
    ©perfidious_soul

  • perfidious_soul 3d

    I love the way you pull me close,
    hold me tight and love
    the feelings you arouse.
    I love the way your lips feel on mine,
    velvety smooth, sweet,
    Oh! so divine.
    I love the way your eyes hungrily
    gwak at my naked soul,
    making my knees weak,
    and all my senses,
    out of control.
    I love the way you glide your hands
    smooth on my curves,
    wanting you even more
    making me restless,
    I swerve!
    ©perfidious_soul

  • perfidious_soul 4d

    Word Prompt:

    Write a 8 word short write-up on Memories

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    The fictitious thoughts,
    Deceptive dreams of all sorts.