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  • peterpan104 1w

    you mess my head up so bad
    i know nothing now

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  • peterpan104 1w

    you break my heart so damn bad
    and i can't even hate you

    ©peterpan104

  • peterpan104 1w

    it's scary i swear
    how much you affect me scares me
    it's like everything is about you
    one word from you can make me so happy
    and one word can break my heart to pieces

    it's all about you
    when you're sad, i'm devastated
    when you're happy, i'm over the clouds
    when you're upset, i'm down

    i hate how much control you have over me
    it's not healthy
    but i did it to myself
    it's my fault
    there's no one to blame but me

    but still, i hate you
    and i hate the way i love you


    ©peterpan104

  • peterpan104 1w

    i don't really know what's going on
    it's like everything is messed up,
    i knew this would happen
    everything was too good,
    too good to be true
    i knew something bad would happen.

    my overthinking and insecurity don't help
    they're making everything worse
    and he can't understand that
    or handle it
    and i know for a fact
    that it's too much for him,
    it would be too much for anybody else,
    i really understand

    but again, he wants me
    to tell him how i feel,
    what i think,
    he wants me to tell him
    when things aren't okay
    and my mind is playing games
    but how can i do that
    when he can't handle it?

    i can't do it to him
    he'll eventually get bored
    and sick of all that
    i don't want this to happen

    that's why i'll keep it all inside
    i know he won't like that if he knew
    but i know deep down
    that we'll never be closer
    and that's why i'm okay with doing this
    with pretending that things are okay when they're not.

    ©peterpan104

  • peterpan104 1w

    i'll never know how to love you the way you want, will i?

    ©peterpan104

  • peterpan104 1w

    i never seem to know
    what you're doing
    or what you're up too
    you're like a big mystery to me
    a puzzle that i want to solve
    but don't know how to

    my love is too big
    to give up on you
    and maybe
    just maybe, it will work out one day
    maybe one day, this love will be enough

    ©peterpan104

  • peterpan104 1w

    sometimes i just wanna fall
    and stay deep down in a hole
    to forget it all
    and remain a whole

    ©peterpan104

  • peterpan104 1w

    confused is all you ever make me feel

    ©peterpan104

  • peterpan104 1w

    i know i have no right
    to be mad or upset,
    but what can i do
    when the thought of you
    with her
    drives me crazy?

    ©peterpan104

  • peterpan104 1w

    I love you,
    and I hope that's enough for now..

    ©peterpan104