At a certain moment, we feel this. When the only thing we can feel is pain. Our heart is aching or maybe at certain times we feel nothing. Our mind get absorbed by suicidal thoughts and we get into it. We feel low. That's the only thing happened.
Warning - This writeup contains mature theme and strong languages. Please be advised that ,This writeup may contain content which might be upsetting to some readers.
P.s. - I'm tagging the people who read my last post. As in its 1st part. Thank you for your comments on it.
- part 1
Time goes faster than we expect it to and the same goes with my situation. It's been a week since I met Harvey Salvatore. Oh, my sincere apologies. It's been a week since I kissed Harvey Fucking Hot Salvatore. I feel like it was just last night. I can still feel his big soft lips on mine. Which tasted of sweet yet sour oranges. Believe me when I say, I can never forget what he tasted like. That kiss really meant something to me. I might sound crazy but, genuinely when his lips touched mine, I felt a connection with him. Today me and him, we're going on a date. Yeah, the one he asked me about that day. He called me two days later, after the party about the date. He asked me if I'm free this Saturday. And today is Saturday. We're going out this evening.I'm getting ready now. More likely sitting on the head of my best friend, Blair Lorenzo. She's Italian. A total pain in my ass but also my comfort zone. Our parents are best friends too and that's why we have known each other since we were in diapers.
"Sofia, will you just come over here and let me fix your hair and makeup?" asked Blair, after getting annoyed.
"B, will he like it? I don't think that a crop top and denim shorts is a suitable outfit for a date. Do you think that this is perfect?" I asked Blair after freaking out like a lunatic.
"Trust me Sof, he'll love it. He said you to wear casual like you do daily and that is what you're actually doing." said B, making me feel comfortable.
I nodded. B, was right. Harvey didn't even tell me where he is taking me to. Yet, it was clear to me that it is not some fancy restaurant. Off-course, a fancy restaurant needs a stylish fancy fit. Anything but nothing just casual. I am usually very punctual. But this date was worth getting late. I don't want to look perfect for me. I want to look perfect for him. I've already lost my confidence and I don't even know if he'll like it or not. What if I fail this date? What if I mess up everything? I was feeling intense and nervous. A huge wave of thoughts and questions was running in my brain. All of a sudden, I heard the doorbell. I don't even need to open the door and see who it is. I knew it was him. My breaths started getting heavier. I didn't have the guts to answer the door, so I asked B to do that. I heard the door opening. As soon as I heard his footsteps, I started feeling more and more queasy. This isn't my first date, but I just can't stop feeling that way. I can hear them giggling. Good, they're already getting along. He came to my room along with B. And then Blair left the room.
I was all alone with Mr. Harvey Fucking Hot Salvatore. And even the thought of me being with me alone, makes me feel and think amorous. Shit! He's moving closer. My body is already on fire. Control yourself Sofia, we've a date together, remember? He came more close. He was barely a foot away. Ahh! He scents amazing today. A little different from the last time though but nevertheless I like it. This time he smelled of a fresh and woody fragrance. Fresh and sensual and enhanced by White musk. The hell of this cologne! It kind of turns me on. I want to experience more of him. He looks charming and perfect as last time. He looks a bit more hot because today I can see his muscles. That T-shirt is barely covering it. God! He came closer and it felt intoxicating as fuck.
"You look beautiful,Angel." He complimented me lifting my chin up to his face and my body shivered in hi touch with a sudden blush.
"Let's go, shall we ?" He all of a sudden spoke while I was busy admiring the view.
I gesticulated again. He took the lead and we went downstairs. We arrived at the parking. There was his luxurious car standing over there. 'Fisker Karma Hybrid Car'.
"So he's into sports car." I thought to myself.
He opened the door on opposite of the driver sit. He was suddenly doing all the date formalities.
"After you, angel." He said later, after opening the damn door.
He went on his side. He sat on the driver sit. Holding the steering. Making himself comfortable. He then started the car and when I was deeply lost in my thoughts. We already left for our 'destination'.
Hey guys. This date was a huge imagination by me. So I've narrated it into 3 parts. So this is the first one , hope you enjoy reading. Do look the way they met in my last post. This part is like 2nd chapter to that one. Will definitely like if you read and like it. Don't hesitate to comment your opinions. I won't mind.
Note :- This is just a imaginary incidence, which I've thought of. Post inspired by @veloc1ty_ , Night Changes. A little different than that. I've written it in one try during my online class, because of getting bored, there will be too much errors. Please bear with me. Warning- it's a lil steamy. All the pics are from Pintrest Edit by me!
I met a person the other night. At a party. The party was preety crowded with a bunch of rich public and as usual, I wasn't comfortable. So, I went outside of that hall to get some air away from that rich throng. Little did I know , there was a tall and muscular man standing. He was facing towards his back. But I had a feeling that he'd be a really beautiful human being. I just stood there , for a couple of minutes, glaring at him nervously. Idk why, but I was nervous.
"I can feel you staring!", He suddenly exclaimed.
He had a real strong and husky voice. But yet , it was music to my ears. His voice was so Manly and intense. But , I was caught red-handed exploring him. I was genuinely scared to death. And in a second he turned towards my face. I saw him for the first time in forever, and holy mother of Jesus! That man was perfect! Perfect for what a girl dreams of. A fantasy Greek god , if you ask my dirty side of brain. Holy moly , I was still gawking. My gaze can never get enough of this man. I was nervously rubbing my one hand with my other palm. He was astonishingly hot and handsome at the same time. Later on, out of nowhere, he came near me. Oh my gosh, I can't define that, there was a huge rush of adrenaline in me. He was looking at me , like he kinda was studying me with his dark black eyes. I didn't even stop. I kept adoring him. His hairs, black and shiny, perfectly styled. His piercing black eyes on me, my body. His nose,pointed straight. His lips big and his neck tattooed. His hands were fold, covering his body. This man was perfect from head to toe. Adorable! He might have more tattoos, I wonder. I was mum, I didn't speak a single word, but he had a really strong effect on me.
"You're a little hot for being a tiny woman, little lady." He whispered after exploring me, reaching his mouth to my face and then my ears.
Butterflies, definitely butterflies. Shivers started running down my spine . My body was betraying me in every way.
"Am I making you nervous?" He mumbled again, coming more closer to me.
Dear lord , save me. Give me the power to resist him. As he came closer , my breathing started getting heavier. I smelled his cologne. A mixture of smoke and fresh citrusy lemons. He smelled so good . My inner me was forcing me to do dirty with him. I wanted to kiss him so bad. I wanted to taste his big lips. For god's sake, make a move gentleman!
"If you allow me little lady, may I touch you?" ,He asked sincerely and his eyes were shining.
And he made a move. Perfect. More butterflies. I nodded assuring him, without words. Without wasting a single second , he erased the distance between us and grabbed me through my waist,with his one hand and other on my face. Moving my hair flicks, which were coming on my face, hiding my eye. He moved that hair flick and pushed it on the backside of my ear.
"You look more beautiful now , Angel." He suddenly complimented me.
I was intimidated. Kiss me right now boy. What are you waiting for!? I was excited and nervous at the same time. Never I've ever thought that a man could have this effect on me.
"What's your name Angel? Who are you?" He asked with a huge curious look on his face.
Shit! He asked my name. I can't reveal my identity. This can get me in trouble. Why? Because my parents are maintaining an image inside that hall and I'm already arranged with someone. More like I'm booked. I can't , I just can't tell him my name. The look on his face got more curious. He was trying to read my face. And my expression was enough to tell him that something's not right here.
"You can trust me Angel. I don't bite, unless you want me to." He said by winking at me.
Ohh, come on than bite me now. I again started getting flustrated. My dirty thoughts were ready to take its way but than I remembered that he asked me my name . He said that I can trust him. But I had trust issues and don't even know him. My heart wanted to say it. And my brain and heart had a huge fight.
"My name is..umm.. Sofia... Ermm.. Sofia Adams." , I said a little nervously. Trusting him in a little strong way.
"Wow , Sofia Adams. Perfect name for that beautiful face of yours. " He complimented me in a flirty way.
I blushed. I was losting my imagination.
"By the way, I'm Harvey. Harvey Salvatore. Pleasure to meet you miss. Adams." He expressed grateful.
"Oh erm.. well, ermm..Nice to meet you too.. umm Ha..erm..sa- .. Mr. Salvatore." I replied nervously.
He smiled after hearing this sentence. A lusty smirk took place on his lips. Like he cannot resist now , it's enough. Suddenly he grabbed my whole body and slammed his lips on mine. He kissed me. He kissed me roughly yet softly. He kissed me like there's no tomorrow. I kissed him back. Dancing my tongue with his and sticking his tounge in my throat. This man was one heck of a good kisser. Oh my god, this kiss was the best kiss of my life out of every kiss I have had. He was moving his hand upside down my neck and currents continued flowing through my whole body. His lips were soft. He tasted of sour and sweet oranges. He bit my lower lip and a sudden moan came out of my lips. Wow , this moment felt like perpetuity, like there's no tomorrow.
"FUCK!" He exclaimed whole trying to resist the intoxication he was feeling.
Take me now , take me right now. My inner self was jumping. I want to feel his body on mine. I want him so bad. But suddenly , he pulled back. I felt embarrassed. Maybe I'm not a good kisser. I felt embarrassed with myself.
"You don't want me?" I questioned with a upset look on my face.
"No, I want you more than I ever wanted someone. I crave you from now. I'd have taken you, right now , right here. But I don't want you to regret anything tomorrow. I'll achieve you. I'll make you mine , I promise. Just come on a date with me. Give me your number if you want , I'll call you." He explained me properly.
"I'd love to come on a date with you. Here's my number..." I smiled.
"Great , then until next time Sofia. " He said , winking at me again.
Holy fuck! Why do he have to wink. He left and gave me the best day of my life. It was the best day and I'm glad , my mom and dad forced me for coming to this party. I wish to meet Harvey in better conditions next time.
If you know who I really am and What the monster in me wants Would you take off your mask and Show me the devil inside you ? Let the evil meet the vile And both perish ! Let the shadows fight the dark Let the light win !