There are times I really want to make things better. I really do!!
I believe, in these times with all my heart and all my being how I can turn things around.
In these times I just want to hold you and make you feel how better I want things to be.
Maybe I can pour all these feelings into you
If only you could feel what I felt
Then words would not be important
And wasted years would not be necessary.
But you cannot feel what I feel.
You cannot even pretend to.
Because we both know, I stop at my feelings
Because we both know I am all feelings and no action
We know, without being told that I won't put in the work to make things better.