Maybe I am falling for you or maybe its just the comfortability that I feel with you,
you are not just a number in my phone list,
you are not just any random person I talk to,
even if you ain't into me,
I still wait for you,
I wake up to see just your name in the message list and I explain myself maybe the workload is on gist.
And when your name pops up on the screen,
My heart rate goes up the speed,
the brain nerves begun with a tapping dance to make the face smile to the need.
Maybe 2020 took away something from everyone,
But it gave me your warmth in this chaos world of mine ,
That I have starred marked your messages which describes your sweetness which I read everyday,
And now at the end of the year,
your hallucinations follows me everywhere,
you are there when I eat, when I watch a movie, when I sleep , when I hear a song , you come beside me and hear to me patiently.
And someday I want to shout out of my balcony to you that yes!
I want to grow old with you, your brain, your sweetness , your hallucinations.