• satandevil 6w

    #the truth untold

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    The truth untold

    Full of loneliness
    This garden bloomed
    Full of thorns
    I bind myself in this sand castle
    What is your name?
    Do you have a place to go
    Oh could you tell me?
    I saw you hiding in this garden
    And I know
    All of your warmth is real
    The blue flower you hand was picking
    I want to hold it but
    It's my fate
    Don't smile on me
    Lie to me
    Because I can't get closer to you
    There's no name you can call me
    You know that I can
    Show you me
    Give you me
    I can't show you a ruined part of myself
    Once again I put a mask on and go to see you
    But I still want you

    Bloomed in a garden of loneliness
    A flower that resembles you
    I wanted to give it to you
    After I take off this foolish mask
    But I know
    I can't do that forever
    I have to hide
    Because I am a monster
    I am afraid
    I am shattered
    I am so afraid
    That you will leave me again in the end
    Once again I put on a mask and go to see you
    The only thing I can do
    In this garden
    In this world
    Is to bloom a pretty flower that resembles you
    And to breathe as the me that you know
    But I still want you
    I still want you
    Maybe back then a little
    Just this much
    If I had the courage to stand
    Before you would everything to be different now
    I am crying
    That's disappeared
    That's fallen
    Left alone in this sand castle
    Looking at this broken mask
    And I still want you
    But I still want you
    But I still want you
    And I still want you
    ©satandevil