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    Hoping for the rain to come..!

    It's flowing through my veins,
    With all it's might,
    Making me feel guiltier
    As the second hand moves...

    I am there,
    Sitting near the window,
    Hoping for the rain to come..!
    And say, "everything will be alright!"..

    I am trying to find the reason,
    Shedding precious diamonds,
    Because of what I did unknowingly
    To the people I love...

    I am there,
    Sitting near the window,
    Hoping for the rain to come..!
    And say, "it's okay!"

    There's nowhere I can go
    Because this remorse! This remorse!
    It's killing me...
    I am shouting,
    But no one is there,
    To hear my silent cry..

    I am there,
    Sitting near the window,
    Hoping for rain to come...!
    And hide my tears ..

    It's too much..
    Too much for me to bear..
    With all the thoughts
    Going through my head,
    Stealing my sleep
    And locking it in a room
    Whose key is lost
    Somewhere in a crowd of people
    Who are calling me shameless
    For my deeds...

    I am there,
    Sitting near the window,
    Hoping for the rain to come..!
    And say, "it's not my fault!"

    Yes! I know they will forgive me,
    But it's not something I deserve..

    Yes!!
    I am there,
    Sitting near the window,
    Hoping for the rain to come..!

    __ Utkarsha Kalambe
    Dt. 1 June, 2020 @ 2 AM


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