Her sorrowful eyes tear into my soul
Her quivering mouth melts my heart
Her sudden appearance destroys my reasoning
A girl in which I do not love is holstered to my side
The girl I do love is broken in front of me
How did it come to this?
Was it because the one girl praised me more than the other?
Gave me more attention to suit my fancy?
Or was it the mere fact that I was scared to show my true feelings?
My mind is writhing with indescsions
I need to quickly make up my mind
It should be an easy decision
But for some reason my mind hesitates
The girl I do not love is laughing
Oblivious to my heart wrenching conflict
The girl I do love is beginning to turn away
I watch as a single tear drips elegantly onto the floor
My mind is made up then and there
I will pursue the one I love
However not everything is as easy as it seems
My body can't let go of her grasp
My mind doesn't want to put in the effort
I am hating myself for being this way
But do not hate myself enough to change
I watch the girl I love leave
She does not even look back
This causes a sharp pain in my heart
In return I look to the girl beside me and say these three regretful words
"I love you."
With those words my fate is sealed with a sinful kiss
What others think are tears of joy
Are truthfully tears of regret