One day you will come to a point where the bud in you that was blooming with nurtured patience, righteousness, calmness, determination will get tired. You will get anxious. You will get angry.
You will react in an unknown way for which you will get astonished. But again you have to learn to live with patience, righteousness, calmness and determination. Life is all about learning and sometimes re-searching and regaining the old you by relearning.