A Sinking Feeling in the Heart
Whenever I used to read in books the phrase - to have a sinking feeling in the heart, I used to wonder how that would feel like?
Now, when I feel a piercing pain of you not being there and how I still try to find you everywhere, I understand how it feels like to have a gaping hole in the heart with you just drowning inside it!
Now when I die a little every day thinking about how your hands felt when they were in mine, and how I wouldn't ever get that feeling again, I understand how it feels like to have a constant empty feeling in the heart!
Now when you stand close to me but still our hearts are miles apart knowing we can never be together, I understand how it feels like when your heart beats so fast you're left gasping for breath!
Now when I cry myself to sleep in the early hours of the morning blaming myself and finding faults within me, I understand how it feels like when every breath you take seems like your heart will explode!
Now when I feel devastated, sad, broken and hopeless at the same time, I understand how it feels to have a sinking feeling in your heart!