• sinclair 6w

    I should really leave before it's too late



    Think

    I'll

    Let

    This

    Tear

    Spill

    Down

    My 

    Cheek

    I look at you and I feel weak

    It's not you

    It's what I said

    No 

    Self 

    Control

    Did I finally go to far

    They pushed me

    So did you

    Oh god

    I'm 

    Gonna 

    Get

    Hurt

    I can see it and I'm so afraid

    You're going to leave and I'll be left to burn in wanted fame

    Oh god

    I'm

    Gonna

    Get 

    Hurt

    I'm used to people leaving

    But no one ever cared like you

    If you ever go, it will be my first real heartbreak

    Please

    I'm 

    Begging

    You

    As eclipsed magnets fall down my lashes

    And I lie beneath the rough sheets 

    Wondering if I'm taking this too far

    In my mind and with my words

    The more I say

    The more I do for you

    The

    More



    Get

    Attached 

    To 

    You

    You should probably set me free

    Before

    It's

    Too 

    Late

    But I kinda don't want you to

    I'd rather stay and later turn into a snake

    If

    That's 

    What

    It 

    Takes

    To get one kiss

    I love you

    I need you

    I should stop writing poems

    Stop letting myself believe you

    I need to stop dreaming of our future

    I have to

    Have to face it now

    Before the silence gets too loud

    Before you break my heart

    One day

    You're

    Going

    To 

    Leave

    Me

    Maybe I should be the first to go

    But I know that will never happen

    Cause I'm me and I don't know how to wield a weapon

    I can only wield my words and hope that when you steal my heart you handle it with caution

    Store it in a safe

    And there's one condition

    Never

    Give

    It

    Back



    Don't 

    Want

    It 

    Returned

    Oh God

    I'm

    Gonna

    Get 

    Hurt

           
    ©sinclair