• _bleedingfingers 10w

    Thank you Mirakee

    Its been a while since i posted anything here, and a lot has happened. Emotions I can't explain nor understand, situations that were quite harrowing, and a lot of other unexplainables.

    But in this little period of absence. I have been able to learn and more importantly, unlearn, some things. Yes. Unlearn. And I am very grateful for that. My eyes have been opened to another dimension of life, and I'm very happy that I was able to experience it for myself.

    I don't know why I'm writing this, while I wait for my debit card to be processed. I don't even know what to title this. But I'm glad.i'm thankful and grateful that I can write out whatever is at the top of my head without reviewing, editing, filtering or whatsoever. This is my little safe space.

    I have been working on a short story for a long while now, and as the deadline is less than a month away, and I'm nowhere near the end; I have been bludgeoned with fear and anxiety and also the impostor syndrome of failure. It has drained me and has taken away my love for my work. It's almost like a chore that I'm being forced to do and it sickens me. I have been feeling quite bereft.

    But as I scrolled through my phone and just sighted the Mirakee app. I felt, why not? This is where I can unburden myself without being too careful or scared that I'm pushing buttons. And for that, I'm grateful.

    So, I guess I'm going to title this 'Thank you Mirakee'. It seems quite fitting, don't you think? I don't even know what I'm doing. But I feel less tensed and more at peace, and I guess that's alright. I guess that's alright.
    ©_bleedingfingers