• sagamar 6w

    Was I the unwelcome friend
    Or the welcome stranger?
    I never could tell if the words between us were longer or the silence Inbetween more frequent.
    If I tried to keep count, I felt like I'd loose your attention.
    Was the coffee too bitter or was it something I said that made you frown so?
    Was the time you spent with me in the evening a part of your planning journal?
    A chore?
    I didn't know the difference between a forced laugh and a real one. But yesterday they told me I wasn't funny. Now I conjure up an image of your laugh, and it seems woefully counterfeit.