• epicure_me 9w

    “There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.”
    ― Laurell K. Hamilton, Mistral's Kiss

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    IT HURTS BUT I HOLD ON..

    hello
    will you hear me
    if i say i wanna share something
    is there a soul
    who'll pay heed

    i need help,
    to escape this place
    away from everyone
    from the place
    which should have been my solace

    i prefer being alone
    that in chaos
    i feel suffocated
    from the hustle it is made of
    its getting on my nerves
    when i try to shrug it off
    i am also human
    i too get hurt after all

    i can not bear crying
    for every little thing
    i try to be fine
    please le me be
    after all that i have been through
    can you please help me
    i am probably loosing it
    its probable you can see

    i don't know how to swim
    but i know i am drowning
    i was on the surface years back
    and now i am deep down in
    but even then i try
    my hands and legs are moving

    i wonder if i will ever be
    able to find the shore
    if ever the pain in my chest lessens
    if ever
    heals the sore

    i wonder for how long
    i will be able to hold on
    help me before i am tired
    before my body looses control
    to give up is not an option
    when my mind instructs don't
    before it is too late
    can you please help me hold on ?

    @epicure_me