That day she told me My love will be colourful And I'll paint your canvas with the most beautiful colours A modern art,will be our love Yet her lips trembled while saying "I love you" Was she having something else in her mind?
I remember her hearing that song in loop "I'll never love again" by Lady Gaga She often said Life is a cacophony,it is chaotic,it is messy But sometimes it's worth hearing! Was her life messy because of me?
At 2 a.m. she sat in my balcony Stargazing. She asked me "Do you know why I love nights?" I had no answer She replied, "Because that's when the cacophonous sound is clearer to me" "Because that's when I feel like confessing" What did she want to confess?
On a cold winterday, she told me "PAIN is like a virus and I am the host who has given a permanent home to it" "I hate love she said!" That day, I could see her eyes drowning in the pain. I could see fear rather than love in her eyes
I wish, I could have realised She feared love She feared that she would lose me All she wished was those silly fights to continue A history so horrible she had, She wanted a perfect present with me She forgot about the future,she forgot love. She didn't want to accept that she had already fallen