• kriti11 5w

    That was the first time when it hit me, the pain..I wasn't able to understand what it was and why it was happening to me. I was clueless and was struggling to know the reason behind that. I couldn't bear the pain and no one was able to share that with me. I never understood why I couldn't share it with anyone and feel better. For the first time in my life, I felt helpless. Having everyone around, I felt incompetency. To suffer was the only thing I was left with. A darkness was never leaving me. Everything I know right now, I understood later. The peace of darkness, the pleasure of pain and the acceptance of messy life, I knew none of them. I was suffering and suffering continuously for a long time until I realised no one can soothe you no matter how hard he/she tries and no one can share your suffering. Somewhat that detached me from people and I spent time with myself. In knowing myself and in knowing the causes of the pain I was in. It was a long journey. In that journey, I tried to escape from it. I had to take my time let it pass and the major thing I learnt was, 'let the time pass, it'll heal everything' yes it does. It heals everything yet leaves scars behind. It gifts you the ability to find meanings of yourself. All the people I see, have suffered or are suffering from some unknown pain which is killing them inside and they're finding an escape. Finding escape isn't any option, you just have to face it straight, fight with it and conquer. That's how your perception changes, that's how you start to understand things better.
    Running won't you anywhere while facing can lead you to a better version of yourself..!!
    ~Kriti
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    12 August, 2019

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