• vinit_gupta 6w

    What do you tell yourself ?

    What do you tell yourself
    when you get up in the middle of the night,
    not knowing the uncertainties and possibly the only thing that kept you going through all your insecurities is gone.

    What do you tell yourself
    when you get lonely and listen to the old voice notes at 3AM and can't help but to relive all the memories you once shared with them.

    What do you tell yourself
    when you look at the only picture you've of them that you can't delete and keep reminding you all of the times when you felt helpless and lonely at the same time.

    What do you tell yourself
    when your friend randomly ask you about them and you can not do anything but to smile and think how they made your life miserable.

    What do you tell yourself
    when you see them after a while and an awkward silence just sits there and .......