I love to keep myself happy & peaceful .
If suffering is what love offers ,
when we don't get approval from anyone we love .
& If that's what love is meant to be .
Then , I don't think I can ever love anyone .
I can only love in an unsuffering & inexhaustible way.
I can't serve pleasure to anyone by suffering for anyone's love.
I don't know how to strive, stalk & beg for it .
& You might never feel or understand my love .
Unless , you want it .
Because, my love isn't promiscuously public .
But,it is internally eternal .