Things can get pretty ugly
when you're in love with
the idea of being in love.
Let me tell you the
truth about the truth,
it's the most alive lie, which
can hurt you so deeply.

I don't understand this,
the way I'm letting my
own feelings hurting me for
the person who has gone
from the story of an incomplete ending.

Most of the days, I will wait
for things to go wrong
and hurt myself to wake me up
from the delusion of
living myself the way I want.

I learned people never
changed it's our experience
which make our thoughts evolve,
a person always stays the same.
The person can be dead but
the emotions of deep sadness
leaves behind in the heart
of others can't go.

I am feeling lost,
lost in this big world of isolation,
and I don't know how to live there anymore.
Loneliness can be dangerous,
once you embrace that world
you won't care to let anyone in.

Our shallowness is covered,
with a very thick layer of happy smile.
I have this feeling,
I don't know how to explain it,
it's like a melody
of a song which makes you feel good
and scared at the same time.

©acrystalgirl